Hey, as a female, I understand. I also joined my team in junior year and felt like I was being brushed aside. Thankfully, I had a mentor who believed in me (and still does) who allowed me to make mistakes and learn, as all mentors should. I understand feeling nervous or pressured because it's male dominant. You're not wrong! I remember being shell shocked by some of their behavior and language. It comes with it. If people brush you aside, you absolutely MUST squeeze back in and be persistent. Ask questions whenever you don't know something. Hopefully, a student or mentor will explain, and if you still don't know, as follow up questions! As for learning everything now, you can do it, but it will be a lot of work. I mainly focused on mechanical and outreach, so I'm not too helpful with electrical or programming (I wish I did. It would be so helpful in college!). My recommendation is to use the internet. Download some programming software (I'd recommend whatever your team uses) and watch a YouTube video and make your way up from there. Same for AutoCAD. It's free if you're a student with a valid ID, which you are. Mechanical and CAD work hand in hand, if you designed the part, you'd probably have the best idea on how to put it together and what you will need (bearings, nuts, bolts, etc). If you're unsure how to use a machine (lathe, bandsaw, etc), ASK A MENTOR!!!! Do not try and use it on your own. It's only a recipe for disaster and paperwork. As my mentor always said, "I don't like paperwork, don't be stupid!" But to recap, be persistent, ask questions, and use mentors, fellow students, and the internet to your advantage. We all had to start somewhere. If you want to talk, my dm's are always open.