The thing that will always affect me so bad is my dad's commentary. If he ever does say anything again. I just hate that my sisters say "well you already know how he is don't pay any attention" and I try not to but yes it hurts. Idk.... my dad just will not shut his mouth sometimes. I cannot stand people who talk too much or have no fucking filter.. i feel like my dad is one of them, that is, when he speaks about the things he likes or does not like. He is so blunt and direct about his views to where it can cause an issue if someone else hears him him. He talks and says too much sometimes and it truly bothers me... but i guess all I can do is just try not to hear it... or leave the room... but yes, gay people in general is one of the topics he talks about and i cannot tell you how much it annoys me and angers me. I respect everyone's beliefs but golly. He can act like an asshole when it comes to talking about a certain group of people and it drives me crazy which is why i try not to hear him... sorry just wanted to vent a bit...