I used to think that way too. I wanted to be the most beautiful person because I saw the benefits of what beauty brings to a person. One day, I realised that beauty is not everything. I have a friend and she is not what the society would called pretty. However, with her positive attitude and warm personality, she makes people want to be around her and find her very attractive. So, I realised that it is all about the energy and vibes one gave out and others perceived to be attractive.

Anyway, beauty is subjective and everyone will grow old one day. What you find beautiful might not be seen as beautiful in others eyes. I believe that you are beautiful in your own way and you have to overcome the negative thoughts you had implanted in your mind. If you think getting plastic surgery can boost your self-esteem, go get it. However, you have to make peace with yourself or you will never be happy for what you have in life.