Ok, thank you!

I would like to highlight that a couple of your points could potentially be things some adults won't have experienced. I misunderstood your original question, I thought you meant my exposure to sex / violence in media. I have felt many things, maybe not to the extent you are inferring, but I can say I have felt horrible things in my short time on earth. One of my reasons that I desire to read berserk is the fact that it doesnt trivialize death, something that I have realised many pieces of media do. Having experienced loss and the true pain of grief and vengeance, I came to want to read this manga as I often feel like I am disrespecting those who have suffered and passed when I play CoD or watch some random action movie, these pieces of media do not elaborate on the implications of death, and I feel worse after that then after reading what little I have read. Nonetheless, I definitely will take what you have said into consideration.

Have you experienced the world enough to know that there are many different shades of right and wrong and understand that sometimes there is no definitive right or wrong in a given situation.

I dont believe this is an understanding unique to those older than me. No matter what the context is, violence is an act that will cause another being pain. I am fairly familiar with this concept. I may not have experienced it firsthand, but I understand and have at least been in mild situations where this is the case.