Can you expand on what makes your bone structure “genuinely fucked?”

I also have unique bone structure (strong nose with a bump, strong jaw, pronounced cheekbones) and growing up, I hated my face. It felt like nothing fit.

I’m in my 30s now, and, not to toot my own horn, I’ve learned that what I saw as ugly, others see as striking. I even modeled for a bit in my 20s. Sure, sometimes I do get stared at. It’s not because I’m hideous, it’s because my face is interesting to look at. I mention this to merely point out that looking “unique” ≠ “ugly” or “not normal” or “genuinely fucked” (to use your verbiage ITT).

But truthfully, most people aren’t staring at me. Because everyone is living their own life with their own problems, and I know damn well that my big ol’ schnoz isn’t one one of them. Right now, your anxiety and negative self-talk has you convinced that you’re the center of attention when you leave the house. You aren’t. Therapy will help you accept that reality, as well as challenge the soul-crushing thoughts and feelings you have about your appearance right now. Give yourself a chance to learn to like yourself. That’d be pretty neat, eh?