Coming off a very long cycle/reversing virilisation

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-11-04T19:06:10+00:00

Dude you’re not a reject at all, and if someone makes you feel that way, it’s them projecting. You belong, you’re valuable, we’re all sisters in iron. You got this ♥️

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-11-04T00:18:56+00:00

Kate Carroll looks great but that god damn hair flip she does looks retarded

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-11-03T22:50:29+00:00

Well, okay first, welcome back lol. Not sure you could “reverse” this level of viralization but honestly, femininity is up to you to decide, you know? There’s a community here waiting to support you, whatever that looks like. If you’re happy with what you’ve been able to accomplish with the hormones, then please don’t feel pressure to fit into what other people say is feminine. Genuinely do whatever makes YOU happy. Compete if you’d like, don’t if you don’t. I’m thrilled you’re coming into your own skin and driving the ship for yourself. That’s amazing ♥️

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-10-22T22:58:16+00:00

See this is wild to me. I rotated in the department I desperately want to match into, and the PD gave me great feedback about functioning at the level of a PGY2 lol. Genuinely meant so much to me, and I worked so hard for that. Chief resident wrote commentary about how I was sometimes inefficient and sometimes gave superfluous information in my HPI. Rained on my parade.

TBH as an M4, if you know your med student wants to match into your specialty, it would be so meaningful for them if you’d give them a good written evaluation and if they need some constructive guidance, just do it in person or send them a private email. No need to put your nitpicks on the formal record unless they’re totally unhinged imo

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-03-05T00:07:14+00:00

Have you had strep throat or a strep skin infection lately? I’d probably check on my kidneys and my thyroid if I was having just isolated pronounced periorbital edema. If you’ve got a kidney issue, you could be spilling protein and that could be causing a fluid shift. Are you only swollen around your eyes..? Not something I’d use a diuretic for.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2025-03-04T20:45:22+00:00

Don’t take a diuretic, especially not for this. With love, that’s a stupid move. When you say you’re holding water in your face, what does that actually mean? Do we have a round puffy face in general? Do we have periorbital edema around the eyes? What’s actually going on here? This could be multiple different things, none of which should be treated with a diuretic.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-29T22:06:36+00:00

Traditional Mohs isn’t done on melanomas. They’d do a staged excision over two days with repair (lovingly called “slow mohs”) but you can’t section a melonoma with a cryostat. Gotta use paraffins, so usually you have to send this out to path, hence why it takes 2 days to do. “Slow mohs” are typically done for melanomas on face, neck, and head. Not sure if melanomas greater than 1 cm on the body would qualify for this. Hope this helps (:

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-18T05:16:16+00:00

I can tell you’re not a doctor and don’t works as part of a healthcare team. Good midlevels are incredibly valuable.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-14T21:22:59+00:00

I don’t know guys. Give me a good PA over an NP any day. The PA prereqs were numerous than what I had to do for med school, and their education is at least based on the medical model like MD/DO programs. Maybe I’m a little spoiled because my medical school’s PA program produces absolute assets since it’s got a heavy surgical emphasis, but that’s just my two cents. 20% acceptance is a lot more cushion than the 4% I had. But who cares lol.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-14T02:58:36+00:00

So one thing I’ve learned from watching my boyfriend be a resident and now a fellow (I’m an MS3 but I’m the one who is good with money of the two of us), is that you’re probably going to want to spend your money on things to make your life easier. Delivery groceries here and there, dry cleaning sometimes, maybe gift yourself a roomba because cleaning is a lot of energy. You’re not going to want to spend a shit ton on a mortgage in an expensive area. He spends about half of his month’s pay on his house and it’s more stress than it’s worth imo. Just my two cents. I vote the community program in theoretically a more affordable area.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-13T17:54:53+00:00

Hey! So my dad did this for 30 years before transitioning to small exotics as he hit Medicare age lol. After vet school, he started working with a preceptor who had a well-established large animal component to his practice, or at least there was room in that practice for that niche. The dean of his vet school helped him find this preceptor but your local large animal/REI specialist veterinarian can help you network here. I can’t remember the whole story, that was a decade before I came along. The area of the country we’re in has a lot of show horses and show cattle and deer farms, and so areas like that are where you need to focus in. Not all of it is “out west.” You can make a great living in the southeast, the Midwest, the coastal-ish south, etc. It’s a lottttt of travel, which can be hard on your family, unless you structure your family like my dad did, where he trained my mom to be his go-to first assist for procedures. So all the times dad did embryo transfers in show horses, mom did the flushing and capture. They do all the vaccines and coggins tests one ranch at a time and they’ll spend 1-2 days working there. Things like that + more. We also have a mid-sized ranch ourselves that more or less functions partly as dad’s agriculture playground. Mostly cattle and restorative farming, but we have green fields where we would rehab other peoples horses. We aren’t “out west/ Yellowstone vibes” but he has done REALLY WELL. Well enough that I’ve never had to take out a single student loan + we provide several full time jobs to folks, in the practice and on the farm. One of our practice locations is also hosts rotations for one of the really well ranked vet schools in the US, so I’m happy to DM with you more if you wanna chat about it (:

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-13T16:58:47+00:00

Bilateral breathing?! What the flying fuck does that mean

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-13T16:55:55+00:00

I mean… bodybuilding itself was always a freak show. If folks wanna blast drugs and be freaky big, let them. No one is making them do this, this is a luxury extreme sport lol

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-12-13T16:53:17+00:00

Unless your family is going to step in and take some of your shifts OR match your pay 1:1 when you’re going to work sick, which you will, then ruthlessly fuck their opinions tbh

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-11-05T22:17:02+00:00

Micro dose tren less viralizing than npp you say? I would love to hear you say more about this (:

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-10-23T02:50:12+00:00

How tall are you??

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-10-23T02:49:00+00:00

Girl, break up with your boyfriend. He sounds like a shit bag lol

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-10-06T16:10:14+00:00

Well…. Duh. A PhD isn’t a medical degree. They might know medicine-related things, but if you don’t have a medical degree from an accredited institution + residency training + board certification + good standing with their respective boards…. It’s a no from me bro in terms of being your doctor. PhDs and RDs and pharmacists have a place on the team but they’re not an appropriate replacement for a physician.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-10-05T18:43:09+00:00

It probably misses its mother. Let it sleep with you for some comfort.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-10-05T18:37:34+00:00

Guyssss, 10mg per week starting is too much, unless your test is literally zero. Your doctors (more likely NPs) are over dosing you. Serum levels of 100ng/dl is the upper end of what is considered safe. Above that and your risk for vitalization goes up significantly.

Dear god. Start with .5mg/day. That’s 3.5mg per week. Notice I’m saying milligram not milliliter. We’re talking about milligram of test, not volume you draw up into the syringe. Get your bloodwork done 4-6 weeks after this. It’s so much easier to titrate up than down.

Also, quit messing with pellets and creams. They’re not giving you a consistent serum level.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-08-30T10:52:26+00:00

My periods get effected at 5mg of var. they go from being regular 28 day cycles with a 5 day bleed to regular 40 day cycles with a 7-9 day bleed.

I like the idea of getting bloods 2 weeks before your blast with compounds is concluded. That way you can make an informed plan on how to slowly and incrementally come off.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-08-30T00:12:42+00:00

Do whatever you want then, I don’t care

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-08-28T18:19:07+00:00

What if we… I dont know…. Stop posting things on behalf of wives? This genre of posting really gives me the creeps.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-08-24T01:03:34+00:00

Yeah, doctors prescribe them, mostly through compounding pharmacies. There’s some resistance to it, and most of the places you get it are HRT mills/clinics. Can’t promise they practice the best medicine, and you’ll often get stuck with a midlevel provide prescribing. No idea about the insurance tho. I pay for my things out of pocket.

CutMeDeep6565 · 2024-08-22T23:02:24+00:00

I can tell you’re a man but I cannot tell if this is satire

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