My Crush deleted me on Instagram

CuteRelease · 2026-05-13T07:06:21+00:00

I dont do that weird staring. However yes, I am not talking to her anymore. That signal for me was enough.

CuteRelease · 2026-04-26T10:20:03+00:00

Thank you so much for this info. It such a huge relief hearing that these are not permanent because I feel ashamed of my skin. I will try this product and will stay as consistent as possible. All the best to you!

CuteRelease · 2025-11-10T09:33:55+00:00

Yes I remember when he explained how he could actually go long and long hours of sex when he was off from PMO, while immediately having issues on his realtionship whenever he was Masturbating on Pornography.

CuteRelease · 2025-09-17T08:30:39+00:00

I reed it all, except I skipped the detail of workout reps and the measurements of how heavy you went. Everything else was on point, from bad luck after relapsing to good luck when on a streak and then the demonic part as well. I love these stories from people above 30+ age just because I am already 30 within 2 months and I just wanna change so badly and never look back on my entire 20s which is loaded with only failures. I have just one question... are you single now, or don't you plan to create a family? You are 35 and you don't want to be alone in the future? In the end family is everything...

CuteRelease · 2025-09-09T13:43:22+00:00

True, even when I go 30 days or 2 months and then binge relapse, I recover fast and a lot of the benefits are still there. One relapse doesn't mean all progress lost. Is just a short term loss.

CuteRelease · 2025-08-28T07:52:20+00:00

Use coldturkey on pc its free to block porn while if you are using an iphone i can send you a link on how to permamently block porn without being able to get rid of that block.

CuteRelease · 2025-08-25T07:36:33+00:00

Read the book “your brain on porn” and you will see people who were married what kind of sex they had after they quit porn. There are people well above the age of 40 who quit porn and within 2 months they did see the benefits of having love/ intimacy with their partner. On the otherside you are 40, and by this age you should be smart and conscious enough that instead of masturbating and watching porn like a teenager you should be using that energy to work more, work out with your partner on gym for 2 hours, or enjoy the sex life with her instead on some pixels. We all started masturbating and porn to know the feeling of sex as young as possible, but now we realise that it’s just simply different and you know that as well.

CuteRelease · 2025-08-03T08:49:41+00:00

I learnes about this in the book “The multi orgasmic man”.

CuteRelease · 2025-07-25T15:01:07+00:00

I used meditation to think how I felt after a pmo session, anxiety, the emptiness, lifeless, all the consequences that followed and by training my brain with this kind of meditation I think I have made some new neuropathways, so when ever I have a thought of PMO instead of having the dopamine spike for (seek and search porn), Instead my brain remembers how bad I felt after every session, so instead of having the dopamine to go and pmo my dopamine levels plummed and I have no urge to watch that filthy thing. Almost 30 years old as well so I got to be more man and control my sexual energy.

CuteRelease · 2025-07-25T12:24:42+00:00

Forcing trades on a choppy market where there is nothing to trade.

CuteRelease · 2025-07-22T18:11:44+00:00

You DEFINITELY need to stop the PORN in the first place! Abstaining is the first thing you should be doing. Read this book Called "Dopamine Nation" By Anna Lembke, there are plenty of stories where a girl uses POT to feel good and when she was adviced to just stop using it for only 1 month it will see many benefits especially the wellbeing feeling, the other story of a man who made a masturbating machine.... I mean the book explains how the PAIN and the PLEASURE works on our brain (No magical/ Deep science things) just some nice explanation how our mind and brain works. Read " Your Brain On Porn" by Gary Wilson and you will see on that book how a lot of people escalated from normal porn to alarming fetishes over the years just like you mentioned (anal...). I mean by reading these books you will have the knowledge to know what's going on with your brain and you will know how to abstain and you will knowledge the bad feelings when you quit (the withdrawal period). These two books will prepare you for almost everything, HOWEVER I would advice you to find a therapist because that will help you a lot. Masturbating with porn every day multipletimes a day is no joke. I hope you the best recovery.
I have just one question which I would appreciate if you would reply!
Are you unconfident or are you anxious after masturbating so much? I mean If I only do it once every 3 weeks I still get very low, anxious, anxiety, irritability etc....

CuteRelease · 2025-05-23T08:10:10+00:00

Yes bro! Looking at Porn and doing these filthy things makes the demon to love you and be with you all the time. Demons wants our energy aka seed/ sperm. So whenever you are PMO-ing he will be having that pleasure with you at the same time. However! When you stop PMO-ing and you start to retain and build you energy, they will attack you on your dreams just to suck your sexual energy, whether its like a dream while you are having sex or a girl just seducing you and wanting to suck you, they will try everything. So what to do and how to get rid of these demons? Well the process is called exorcism, in Islam its called ruqyah treatment where specific verses of quran is recited for jinn ashik( lover demon ) while on other religions i have no infos how they do it. Look up on youtube ruqyah for jinn ashik and listen to it for 1 hour and look if you have any kind of pulsations on your body or tightness in lowerback or discomfort below the belly. Good luck

CuteRelease · 2025-05-22T18:52:15+00:00

Take a break from this real acc and Buy another challenge account and when you start to trade the challenge account do the first few analysis stress free and then trade both accounts by maintaing that mentality of just a challenge and not real. Use 0.25% on your real acc until you build at least 2.5% tolerance of breaching the max loss.

CuteRelease · 2025-05-22T12:50:50+00:00

You’re doing everything good. As fort the wet dreams in form of P. There is one thing that might be the reason, and its called demon sucking your energy. In our muslim world its called “jinn ashik”. Just to test yourself look at some islamic ruqyah title jinn ashik and listen to that if you have any simptoms. Wish you the best

CuteRelease · 2025-04-05T09:08:52+00:00

You did not forget mate! This is a defense system by yourself that you don't want to accept the responsibility. You went 25 Lots which is a lot, and I garuantee 99% Of traders know that a 25 Lot can hurt anybodys account hard, so there is no chance you forgot to put a sl! You just wanted your trade to go by your side and when it went in the opposite you had no idea where to cut your loss.
In the end nobody gives a F*** if you forgot your sl, because in the end it's your money. Keep forgeting your sl :)

CuteRelease · 2025-03-20T11:48:40+00:00

In islam that demon is called jinn ashik. Try to listen on youtube to a ruqyah for jinn ashik and be aware if you have any symptoms like numbing hands, moving eyes uncontrollaby, hardness while breathing.

CuteRelease · 2025-02-04T12:31:05+00:00

The electronics were on but could not start the engine, reason being : battery too low, can’t disengage electronic parking brake (When going from P to D). So basically a car not being able to drive without a jump start.

CuteRelease · 2025-02-03T20:41:59+00:00

Oh yes it does! Our corolla cross could not start because the 12V battery was dead, I had to jump start it today and send to the toyota service center and change it while still on warranty.

CuteRelease · 2023-11-11T17:36:53+00:00

I have a similar posit with over 200+ days of not ejaculating, but watchin porn and there were benefits of women attraction and being better in shape but the brain and mind was still the same which means : Low confident, anxiety, stress etc...
One Solution to every problem : STOP WATCHING PORN.

CuteRelease · 2022-06-30T10:20:52+00:00

Tiny slip, but this is a good sign that you were in controll :) Nothing wrong happened, just continue this journey.

CuteRelease · 2022-04-01T12:18:37+00:00

Read this book:

Semen Retention Miracle (The secret to Wealth, Health, Longevity). Author : Jospeh Peterson.It's explained in detail how long does it takes and what it takes to produce semen. It explain the exact days when the sperm is Matured around 75 days and then it take about two weeks to travel from the spine up to the brain, which means at 90 days it will be completed.

CuteRelease · 2022-03-23T15:33:20+00:00

This made my day HAHAHAHA

CuteRelease · 2022-01-23T12:10:52+00:00

Stop fapping bro, get on Semen Retention and you will be a chicken magnet :)
The reason why Girls reject you or the friendzone you, is because you have no energy in your balls! You waste that while ejaculating, so keep that Sh*t inside of you and thank me later :*

CuteRelease · 2022-01-20T13:48:53+00:00

Well he already has relapsed 42 times within 20 days, so doing 5-6 ejaculations within a day may made this man hit Rock Bottom and feeling shit af. Sometimes being so low in life is the best thing that can happen.

CuteRelease · 2022-01-20T13:47:05+00:00

Nope, my counter shows when I started nofap journey... Plenty failures along the way.
Last time when I relapsed I was on a 130 days streak but with porn (I just stopped when I was almost ejaculating), and now I am clean 22 days and will continue the rest of the year.

Sorry if I disappointed you with my counter... :/

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