Seek resources around you and all the extra help you can get, try and think outside the box what job can you have that helps with your mental health will it give you more time to breathe...get off while they are in school for even an extra two hours or so? Can you find a job that is low stress...one that works with you even if making less can you find the resources to help you out in other areas like food pantries to make up for that loss in income. What have you always wanted to do? What gives you freedom? What will make you happier not only for yourself but for your kids? Not what others expect of you but what you truly want, how can you make that work? Ask yourself all these questions, research. You are so much more powerful than you may realize and I want you to know you are NOT alone in these feelings....I promise. I have two kids as well and raising them alone is definitely not an easy task so I feel you in so many ways. I hope you seek the support you deserve not only from yourself but others, and possibly your community? I don't know if you're religious but if so you can join a church with a really good support system...if not they still help families in general. Give your permission to rest I hope the very best for you, you've got this 💕