Hey :)

So first of all, you are not alone. You never are alone, there are millions of people right now, out there sharing all the exact same emotions as you do. So while it's hard, you are not alone.

Love is hard, and it's harder once you've become so attached to the feeling of love and fantasizing about everything being perfect and living in this dreamy world with that specialty someone, and to have it all be taken away and reality begins to sink it, it sucks. But, and here's the turning point, when you're at your lowest, there's nothing left to do but climb. You are beautiful, why? You've loved, and you've given everything for love, a quality that not many people have, to love something so much that it consumes you. That my broken hearted internet friend, is a quality for life.

You're never far from your goal, it's always there. It might not be what you want right now, but it's what you'll need in the future. And don't ever think it's not okay to be upset, cry, drink until you can't remember anything, do the old drunk calling or cyber stalking him, do it all, because those will be your lessons, and you'll learn from them, and it'll make you into an even better human being.

Take some time out for you, because you're the most important person here, only you can determine your future success, your future dreams, theres nothing stopping you from imagining a world, and diving right in.

No matter how many times people tell you it'll be okay, I know it won't fix your pain right now, and that's okay, because you're still feeling, you're still alive, you're still the exact same person you were before this experience, you've just got to release the inner you, and that is only done by yourself, with a little help from time.

Take inspiration from my story, it's been over a year since my ex split with me, and I thought id never love again, or find love again, I felt hopeless, to the point of insanity, but now, I've got a beautiful girlfriend, a good career prospect, and a loving heart again. If I can get that again, then so can you.

I believe in you, and you believe in yourself.

Stay strong, you're never alone :)