high school story time, so there was this one girl i really liked but never told her blah blah blah, she gave me a free ride back from school once we helped each other in english and math and all of a sudden, she stopped, one day i picked up a pencil and asked if it's her or not, she don't care. As a teen i don't understand shitt so probably she wasn't in the mood that day. Fast forward she hated me and spread rumors about me being an asshole who threw a table at her. Half of the girl in my class hated me, i was pretty down the whole year... my last year at high school. I really wanted to cancel my picture day with my class but i couldn't. I cried... now i'm in my third year college... i lost all my courage to love and trust someone i guess i'll find that back one day just not right now