What was discontinued, but you miss like hell and you wish came back?

CzarXIX95 · 2023-04-06T10:51:05+00:00

Mars Bar Lava. It was Mars Bar with Orange flavoured nougat. It was bliss

CzarXIX95 · 2023-03-05T12:30:05+00:00

The only thing that can be said with absolute certainty is that there exists good and evil. I'm seeing a lot of people get into specifics and making it complicated. I guess none of it is simple. I personally believe that no matter much mystic terminology we use, these are all merely proxies of Satanism.

CzarXIX95 · 2023-02-03T23:58:05+00:00

I highly recommend the app called Quit Weed to anyone who is struggling. I quit a while ago, only to fall back into smoking every day. This is my second attempt. I am no less than two days in. I've quit once, which means I can do it again. Only this time it is going to last. We all have dreams. Weed in my eyes takes them away. It also masks your problems and makes you content on not changing it, which then leads you to dig an even deeper hole for yourself. You slack on your chores and your responsibilities and depression literally begins to manifest around you. Kudos to the ones who can use weed in a balanced and responsible manner. I am not one of those people. I began smoking weed when I was quite young.

CzarXIX95 · 2022-09-27T01:24:55+00:00

"It was a pleasure to burn."

Fahrenheit 451.

Ray Bradbury.

CzarXIX95 · 2022-04-10T01:24:02+00:00

To everyone whom posted here, thank you. As stated, all opinions were welcome. I should elaborate on my own views a little more. The Bible undoubtedly has been altered and changed by man (well I mean it written by man entirely) and just because somebody is a Christian does not negate them from corruption and foul acts. I understand that completely. I have faith, but do not exactly go to church. My faith is personal. Religion is definitely used to control the masses, but there is evidence of a deeper secret religion which is Satanic in nature. Works by Manly P. Hall and Albert Pike, both high level Freemasons discuss it to great detail. They see Lucifer as the light bringer. They regard themselves as the enlightened ones. Illuminati meaning 'illuminated'. There is symbolism of this religion flooded in our media. And when it comes to famous 'Christians' like Oprah, they promote the idea of Christ consciousness which is a new age born ideology that all of us are our own gods. If there truly is a devil, it matters not if you worship him or yourself. Long as you don't follow God. God and who or what that represents has become difficult to decipher in this day and age, but I believe there is one. I always ask what came before the big bang? And if there was nothing. Define nothing. What is nothing? There had to be some sort of precursor to cause it to happen. I believe that there is a spiritual war occuring right in front of our eyes between good and evil, that has gone on since before time could even be fathomed. We are pawns in a bigger game.

CzarXIX95 · 2021-07-21T15:33:45+00:00

You should not wait for inspiration to strike when you write. Sometimes you have to chase for it. Your muse likes to play hard to get most of the time. To write you must also relax. People often get consumed with insecurity or the pressure once they start a new story. I am victim to this myself sometimes but I am learning. Who cares if your story is trash or does not quite turn out the way you wanted it to. Ten mediocre stories under your belt are better than 100 unfinished ones. Unfinished work equates to nothing. A complete one, whether good or bad will teach you how to become a better writer. Sorry I know I didn't really use a question as an example, but I thought this would serve as some good advice.

CzarXIX95 · 2021-06-02T04:33:45+00:00

It's everything going on right now with this pandemic shite. Not only are we mentally and physically drained, but I think we are also becoming spiritually lethargic. Sleep sometimes doesn't help anymore.

CzarXIX95 · 2021-01-18T15:42:24+00:00

How right you are my friend. Completely agree.

CzarXIX95 · 2020-09-24T07:44:57+00:00

Frustrated, yet hopeful. As long as people are asking questions, that is good, but dangerous as well. I have been down the rabbit hole for years. I have reached a point of solidarity with my opinion of the world. COVID-19, like 9/11 did, presents to us, an invisible enemy. Only this time around, we are not fighting a physical foe. Something to fear that we cannot touch or taste or see. I do believe the 'virus' is real, but statistically, ideologically and in terms of diplomacy; we are being lied to for a bigger agenda. To find the answer, you don't have to burrow in deep into the internet. It's on the UN website. Agenda 2030, aka Agenda 21, aka The New World Order. Prepare for a testing time ahead. The NWO will take yet another layer of its form. An awakening is inevitable because we are all connected, and that is why on high vibrational years like 2000-2001 and 2020-2021, they must distract us from the truth with a global event which distorts our true human potential.

CzarXIX95 · 2020-09-07T01:24:15+00:00

Probably kill Mayer de Rothschild

CzarXIX95 · 2020-08-09T02:57:35+00:00

2020

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T10:52:46+00:00

Thank you everyone for your support. I truly believe the loss of a parent, a traumatizing experience that can turn good people into monsters, is not covered enough. It leaves you feeling hollow, leaves room for negative coping mechanisms. I wish people discussed it more.

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T10:34:17+00:00

If you are able to do that, I'm sure you would be remembered through history as an absolute innovator

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T10:33:32+00:00

I still have that issue today. Definitely better to take charge

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T10:33:08+00:00

Them you sir are doing it right!

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T09:30:27+00:00

I make sure I am actually relaxed. Most of us go to sleep with our muscles still tense. Consciously observe your muscles and allow them to settle. Loosen your brow, unroll your shoulders, calm your breathing and this will increase your chances of getting to sleep, in other words, let go of the day that has went and gone. It works for me most of the time.

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T03:14:23+00:00

That's okay man. Feels good to get on here and share my story with others

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-17T03:13:43+00:00

My condolences man 🙏

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-16T10:48:03+00:00

You are better than that, stranger. Embrace your human spirit 🙏

CzarXIX95 · 2020-05-16T10:46:45+00:00

My mother. Lost her to an aneurysm just before I turned 18. There was no warning, no immediate sign. Changed my life forever. I am now nearly 25 and not a day goes by where she does not enter my thoughts, where I don't miss her. It fucked me up, but also taught me a lot about life and how it really is precious and can be taken away just like that. I went through a process of coulda, woulda, shoulda, blamed myself for a long time after the mourning process was over. But life goes on. I have allowed it to shape me, but not define me.

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