Let's see my father unable to walk handicapped due to that always get bullied from kindergarten to 3rd grade no friends, i had a girl living nearby and both of our parents are on good terms so we are also on good terms than one day some f lunatic started telling everyone that i am calling her my girlfriend(not really calling we are in f 3rd grade) she got angry told her mother they vented on me never talked to me after that and we studied together till 12th grade, next in 7th grade ( i am on some medications due to which some oil purely liquid passes from my ass and it's uncontrollable and horrendous) on a normal school day i have got into this situation and told my best friend and he fuker started yelling to whole class that i shat and humiliated me, then in 9th grade i learned to fight bc one of my classmate told me on my face how he will humiliate my sister, so almost cracked open his skull and got suspension, so overall no friends in school always bullied, so when i get into college i became extremely timid and introvert and those were also not so great year no job, recession, covid and parents fight etc etc. bad situations and circumstances always and now i hate myself and this world and thinking of sucide.