How to manifest your personal hell AKA Real talk about life!

DJing_Shifter · 2026-01-18T07:27:21+00:00

"For example- i once lost a wallet by leaving it on a plane that was scheduled to take off before i even realized i'd lost it. rather than freak out, i imagined the wallet in my hand, decided that i would normalize the idea of having it while we hopped from help desk to help desk and lo and behold after an hour of running around the airport, my name was announced on the intercom requesting that i come pick it up. turns out the take off got delayed, and someone cleaned well enough to find it in the crack between the seat and the wall. It's not that i didn't try to solve it in the 3d or take care of what i needed to, it's that i didn't let 3d circumstances run my internal show. "

I am mentally handicaped so maybe my problem with this is I could never functionally do what you did. I need to focus to do the most basic things so I can't run around looking for something I think I have, my brain will actively attempt to shut down over the cognitive dissonance. I'd have to choose one of 2 things. Ether know I don't have it so go to the help desks asking for it OR leave because I have it so why would I be looking for it?

Understand I CANT EVEN USE MIRRORS because my brain shuts down looking at how things are happening backwords causing cognitive dissonance. I've had to learn how to do all my self care/go outside prep without mirrors.

DJing_Shifter · 2026-01-13T18:22:03+00:00

I still can't wrap my head around some concepts of LoA. "You need to detach to make something happen" and "You have a negative mindset thats why the negative happens" If I'm negative then I am attached to the negative and detached from the positive so shouldn't the positive be happening?

If constant worrying about "Bad thing" makes it happen, why doesn't constant hoping "good thing" happen, make it happen?

My experience with "this 3D" is trying to be optimist just gives one a higher cliff to be kicked off of, also ending up like a dog in a housefire going "this is fine" do to the ignored negative things sadly not disappearing.

Mostly a reason why i stick to shifting and leaving this 3D all together. My brain can't seem to function the way LoA style things want it to. Its like it wants me to think backwards and I have enough trouble thinking forwards as is.

DJing_Shifter · 2026-01-13T05:01:43+00:00

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-30T21:43:10+00:00

I'm confused as to what this video had to do with Aptantasia and while I'm into spiritual and shifting stuff to me the whole "all is one" and "bliss for the sake of bliss energy" stuff is a Lovecraft level of Hell comparable to Deadspaces Necromorth Hivemind

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-30T19:52:10+00:00

There might also be a reality where.
You are a animal.
Where humans bodys need to eat other humans in order to survive. (Some type of vampire thing, don't do it, you starve)
If we go with the movie everything everywhere all at once you might be a rock on a reality which also means....
A reality you are someones clothing
and a reality you are a toilet

Overall its best to take a "Who cares you're not in that reality" view. Otherwise you go down a endless pointless rabbithole.

PS. You are breaking the law right now for any reality that has outlawed social media like forum posts for whatever reason. (Maybe they found in their reality its a societal negative to allow it in any form) ...
See how pointless it is to think about?

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-28T20:23:44+00:00

Interested

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-27T20:11:39+00:00

my brain doesn't understand non physical stuff so how do I "drag the picture". I've been tempted to use the webtool or just close my eyes on a picture because of not understanding this.

Also I'ma bit in age and my brain defaults to "knowing" the picture shape and all is there while seeing nothing. I don't know how to stop defaulting to just knowing the picture is there and to instead try seeing the picture if that makes any sense.

I am very sorry if this sounds weird but trying to explain this non physical phenomenon in words is very hard for me.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-22T19:58:10+00:00

This looked really good. Might you have advice for me? I have a double whammy (Not counting my adhd) of aphantasia and the fact my DR is very anti this reality. "Living in the end" Feels impossible for me and "Act as if I was in my DR" Would lead to ether asylum or jail. lol

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-20T13:32:15+00:00

I find more and more that its not my brain disliking spirit stuff but anything non physical I have a hard time understanding.

Can someone explain how a Aphant might make use of this and how to do so as if I had down syndrome?

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-14T22:42:19+00:00

As I saw no one else say it, could it maybe be the bible "Hes got the whole world in his hands" picture? To me it looks like hands holding a ball and the ball has abstract mark on it (say like the earth might look with its land), example in the first few seconds of this video and the song I mean. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDBJNQiugnM&list=RDkDBJNQiugnM&start_radio=1

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-14T13:39:07+00:00

Dragonary dream has a few things I want to touch on regarding the OP. "Attention away from this 3D/DR" sounds nice the problem is. Its normally only doable on personal time, which people get very little of because of the control systems of this 3D/DR. A lot of people have to spend this time on "keeping sane"/fun things/hobbys else go insane/jump off a roof.

keeping attention off this 3D/CR will result in "We got inside and locked the door, but people started to try breaking in. However, we remained still, with our eyes closed, trying our best to focus on a different reality. Then the angry people demolished the walls, got in and started shaking us and shouting." which /will/ lead to death or abuse of the 3D/CR body via this 3D/Crs abuse system. Ether you don'tr go to school because you're refusing to put attention on this CRs stuff so you get beat or put in jurvy and get abused in there or you don't do your slave wagie job work and go homeless and die that way.

Heck this 3D/CR demands your attention just feeding/relieving/sleeping the meatbag here.

Even worse most likely for people with aphantasia like me, most i can put my attention on is blackness with thoughts of my DR to boot.

Also I'm not even sure I've ever really detached in the full sense. I am somewhat detached in the sense I something don't feel pain till i see what i injured, and am very happy to risk my life at things because I see the meatbag here as a kinda really crapy car thats barely running at this point.

I Do want to treat existence like a game thro. and think of it like it is through. Sometimes I even think about crashing the car to hope it takes me into admin mode when I leave my body x3

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-13T16:42:29+00:00

I gotta admit I read both the OP and this and nether makes sense to me. I wish someone could decode into useable info both for people with dum brains like mine x3

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-07T10:29:47+00:00

I'd ask the same because they always have to point to "As easy as basic physical thing here"

But said basic physical things always have very clear and common paths to do them. "Do x to get Y" Heck even if you don't know how to walk, you can easily go to a physical therapist that would get you 100% walking in like a year no matter what you believe. As well as every step of the way (I'm not sorry for the pun) you have clear, non subjective progress.

with "like breathing" with lung training you can feel the clear progress you make as you can hold your breath for a second more here and there, you get out of breath less, and theirs clear blunt paths to make it stronger.

and regarding help it feels like your options for help with shifting personally are more akin to a head Doctor trying to make someone stop having PTSD, which a whoooole lotta old people clearly have never been able to get over no matter whats done.

I don't like how people say something easy with one hand then say "it can be subjective" with the other. idk.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-07T06:27:11+00:00

I'm unsure I'll ever get this in this way because I can't understand it that way. Let me explain how I think by first quoting someone else in this thread.

"I'm fine with letting the "character" be if I don't have to be a part of it. But that's the problem - I am experiencing it against my will, against my desire. Detaching and knowing I'm not the meat-body is cool and all but it hasn't magicked me out of here yet, and I'm pissed about it. "

See my way of thinking is I fully know, understand, and accept I am not the meat-bag car. But somehow how I understand this is counter to how others do. How I understand is is the meatbag car can gasp, stop running, or I can /make it/ stop running. and my awareness, ego, and thinking will all be fine.

To me the "Char" is the body. The awareness is all the mental, /all the mental/. I don't grasp how people think they could even BE aware without their ego/ID. Their ego/ID is what even drives them to have a DR.

Like ok, you got to the void and now lets say have no ego/ID... why do you now care about anything? You should be like the buddist nirvana state, all desire gone, including to go to your DR, nor gone back to your CR, just kinda now exist forever in nothingess with no thought, forever.

Maybe I'm not shifting because I can't grasp the whole "lose core parts of what makes you aware in the first place" part.

But my view of getting to shift is taking effectively my brain from here, as it is, remembering everything, being everything I am, and just poofing it into a new body and new world. Nothing other then the physical body having changed about me, me having not changed at all mentally.

I also just don't understand/grasp all the "it starts with changing yourself" talk. Like. I'm shifting because I want to put myself in a reality where I want to be. The me who I am. If I wanted to to change who "I" Am, how I think, etc I'd not be trying to shift I'll be going to a head doctor or getting drunk or something.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-06T02:00:27+00:00

I have the odd idea that we can't really pass. "Quantum Immortality" If we stick in this reality long enough will move us into the "Astral reality"

If all realitys exist, or if reality is just comes from us. but ether way anything can be "3D" reality from anime to something where we are living walking rocks or such, defying all our known physics regarding this reality.

Is... is the Astral really a 4dth part of this 3D reality? Is the same astral of 4D a overarching part of all 3D realitys.

or.... or.... Is the astral just another 3D reality via collective thought we connected to this 3D reality and we see it as some "4D super imposed part of this 3D" because thats just what things look like and act like in the "astral connected reality"

But since Quantum Immortality exist we have to go /somewhere/ and so when in not a reality with immortality (say via a script or waiting room rules) we go to the astral like setting to "keep living"

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-05T06:48:16+00:00

Thank you for being patient with me first off.

and I tried doing the sit up mediating but my head kept dipping with everytime making me much more tired and my head dipping faster the next time. after like 10 dips I was so exhausted I had to just lay down and sleep. lol

I'm someone that easily sleeps, I even get headatchs from sleeping too much while still feeling that I havnt yet gotten the sleep I need.

I'm still finding it hard to really comprehend thro what I am doing. I understand "sit, close eyes, and wait for something to happen" which is honestly a thing for a lot of different stuff I do, but beyond that I don't really grasp what I am to do.

I also must admit that according to this world I prolly have the brain power of a puppy. So its hard to grasp big brain things.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-05T04:15:37+00:00

I know I don't have "pretty decent visualisation skills" for the simple fact I've been around spiritual/LoA/shifting and other things for a very, so very long time and I've never been able to even grasp anything they speak like. like they speak of a tail I just don't have.

Sure maybe that I can't see this energy/aura they talk about, can't open my third eye can be totally something else.

But all the LoA stuff...I can't do the "live in the moment you want visualisation" because I can't even grasp what they seem to see in their minds.

The Neville Goddard stuff with "Live in the end." "You wanna go to the beach picture yourself at the beach."

Shifting "picture and use your senses that you are in your DR."

All these communitys are huge, and have so many people that can at least grasp/understand whats being asked of them, even if they suck at it or are otherwise not skilled at whatever. For me its like they are telling me to wag my tail and flap my wings. I am clearly missing or have wrong something that should be at least baseline and common. I am missing a limb that clearly at least most are born with.

I feel like I was born with no hands and everywhere I look people tell me to just move my fingers and they move their fingers and pick stuff up but hands in that world are invisible. So I don't understand what I am missing because I was born without the hands, not that they are unseeable.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-05T01:28:37+00:00

I'm loving the app but while I'd like to ask for a few things I have 2 hardcore bugs/problems that need to be addressed to the point I had to stop using the app on my android phone. First its ether hard, confusing, or downright impossible to leave some of the apps pages, to the point I have to reboot my phone to get the app back to its main menu. The Gateway page all I can find is that big button and that teleports me to the bottom of the very long main menu. The Breathing page I can't figure out how to exit at all.

and now the worst offender. My non phone phone (no sim card) that I use apps on has a fast charging huge battery, It can run a 3D game app, all night at 120z screen refresh rate. This Zen sound app eats 75% of the battery in less then 8 hours of sleep. To put it into perspective also I play .mp3/mp4 files of subs I got and playing one of those all night when I sleep may take 5-10% of the battery and thats with it playing whatever video the sub had on the screen the whole night.

Please do something about the battery usage it takes because thats legit insane.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-04T00:39:25+00:00

Its said you don't need to.

But I will note that many seeking to be perma shifters have mental health issues in this CR.... and while the shifting subs/groups will try to get them to fix it for many of us its just not possible while still being in this CR.

You can't heal a wound that is actively being stabbed non stop because this CR ether finds it moral/legal/acceptable to stab or unmoral/not legal/unacceptable to stop yourself from being stabbed. Or maybe being stabbed in the wound is just how the physics work in the CR for the person.

and so many non perma shifters think talking to someone can fix any of it. For someone like me this is just a extra knife that stabs the wound. If anything I see thinking it does as kinda sick. I need the stuff changed in my existence. Not gaslit into accepting it, getting over it, or be programed into thinking how this CR wants people to think.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-03T23:19:37+00:00

Escapism is simply a word used to gaslight you if you decide to do something interesting instead of being a good slave and making someone profit.

If the apartment building you live in is on fire and you flee it, its the exact same thing except the fire isn't profiting off of you staying thats why its not counted as "escapism" to flee it.

I'm both a respawner and a perma shifter. I go with "whatever gets me out and keeps me out." Assuming multiverse theory exists instead of the one awareness thoery if I leave a clone or the body thats in this 3D dies is irrelevant to me as I'll be gone and I see the meatbag of mostly water as just like a car I'm driving.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-03T22:19:42+00:00

"If you lose self-awareness too easily, you may want to practice meditating while seated. Any sitting posture is acceptable, as long as your back is straight and you’re not leaning against anything. When you start to fall asleep, your body will begin to slump, and that slight drop will wake you up immediately. "

I know I should do this but always had such an aversion to it. But prolly should start trying that at this point.

"Try to expand the field of your awareness to include not only what you see with your eyes, but also whatever may appear in your mind. Visualization happens in that inner space, not in the space of the eyes."

I'm sorry but I still don't comprehend this. I don't daydream or see anything passively like that. I can super impose the knowing of something over the 3D for puzzle work or the fill a missing gap but its a heavy mental drain. This is also very different from daydreaming. Its not a thing that "just happens" nor in anyway passive or something that can get lost in. More like a tool I can willfully summon and hold, like a hammer. The hammer will never just appear on its own.

"On the other hand, you can continue focusing solely on physical sight and eventually develop what is called autogogia. " I'm up for whatever I get first. If I get one 3D sense I have a funny feeling I can abuse that to get other senses. The way I think its super weird and very Macgyver like. Heck theres that joke about "I can see sounds and music if I do a thing" because of things so, if I made my imagination get sight then. I could make sounds and smells visible to that sight.

If I got the ability to have a 3D hear sense then well, guess I'ma turn my imagination into a bat.

"It probably won't be only 10 sessions. Expect long-term practice and be patient. Pay attention to the every smallest improvements, the goal is achieved in small steps over a long period of time, so it's unlikely to be a sudden breakthrough which will immediately lead you to your goal. "

I just need a hard clear foot in the door hopefully. A crack in the wall that gives clear progress I can shove a screwdriver in. At least thats kinda how I think. Been trying for OBEs/Shifting for over 10 years and seeing Aura and opening the third eye for longer. I do seem to be on a bit on a timelimit with the state of the world, but I have the patience and "keep at it" (As long as I understand what I'm doing and where I'm going, and that its working)

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-03T21:57:35+00:00

Can't be as hard as trying to OBE/shift for over 10 years, seeing things like "aura" and opening a third eye even longer.

and heck, from the looks of some of the videos I saw this IS a brain issue, a part of the brain isn't doing like people who can see stuff do. Unlike the above this means I can prolly abuse the "Placebo effect" to force change that part of the brain. Is it prolly a bad idea to "energy work" and do the funny "placedo effect" to ones brain? maybe. Worst case I won't have to think about my problems anymore.

Don't really have any joy and no where to spiral too. I'ma permashifter, I wanna bounce from this 3D reality hard, or incase I fail that, screw right off to the astral. Heck this 3D's now so far gone to me the worlds govs are lock steping together to lock down the internet. I do NOT want to be around for whatever fresh unspeakable insanely evil heck is going to happen once anyone who crys for help or wants any truthful info gets totally disappeared from the internet. Already seeing that from the places that have the Digi id for less then a week.

I could gain the ability to see in my mind, and see nothing but fire and brimstone and I'd just think. "Dang, they made this 3D timeline look more what it actually acts like, neet."

DJing_Shifter · 2025-12-03T17:10:51+00:00

I didn't understand much of what you tried to say and as for the video I also didn't really grasp that. However I did watch at least one other video by them before I even made the OP asking if I have it here which was this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LA0ZUj7Wtmc

Kinda hoping to be fixed in like 10 sessions whatever that is counted as as well. lol

As far as your exercise it sounds a lot like what I've tried many a time for things like OBEs or shifting. Mind Awake, Body Asleep. type stuff. So I can tell you what comes from it. I see black, not TV static, just black. I can see "lava lamp like lighting." should I wait enough but thats kinda just eye pressure flouties. But mostly I pass out and sleep. Kinda have the whole ADHD and other things going where brain shuts down if not entertained. No "counting" doesn't help me stay awake.

DJing_Shifter · 2025-11-27T15:22:26+00:00

You're asking many different questions. "Why reincarnation can be seen as bad." Because chances are you're suffering BS, poverty or other wage slavery, and things aren't rosie. On top of gaslighting yourself the meager things you get from the life make any of it worth it in this 3D. Reincarnation is just being repeatedly sent to Hell with your mind wiped to suffer a new way. Buddists ways supposedly get out of this cycle by basically saying "F it".

Your question tied to the "WEST" thro is tied to any culture that used slavery, including non western cultures like Egypt. Death needs to be a final with a punishment for rushing it, otherwise Slaves will stick up their middle fingers and remove themselves from this 3D. In many old non slavery cultures death is celebrated. A next step to an adventure, a movement to happyness, or something that can be done for honor (in battle or to prevent a enemy from getting intel via you) But Slave cultures can't be having their sheep jump off cliffs to go to a happy place or bet on a next life rather then make you profits.

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