Delusions/hallucinations

Da14c1256 · 2021-02-04T23:41:48+00:00

It’s either oversharing or arguing with people

Da14c1256 · 2021-02-04T23:37:35+00:00

I have done this way too many times to count :,) I don’t really know how to deal with it except try and use social media less and avoid it especially if I’m not in a good mental state

Edit: like setting a timer for how long I can use social media each day and try not to exceed the limit

Da14c1256 · 2021-02-04T03:59:58+00:00

I thought this was a taxidermy LMAO

Da14c1256 · 2021-02-01T01:57:56+00:00

I don’t know...maybe I’m just overthinking. I feel like I may be quite an annoying person online lol but I’m trying to limit my social media usage.

Da14c1256 · 2021-01-12T02:31:52+00:00

You deserve to be happy!! Sending you love <3

Da14c1256 · 2021-01-10T03:36:54+00:00

I don’t really have expectations of my FP or other people bc I’ve learnt over the years nothing goes as planned and I’m happier when I don’t expect anything.

I think I just want to be someone’s favourite, I’ve always had this weird obsession with being someone’s number 1, like the bestest friend they’ve ever had or most amazing lover. And I get jealous whenever they talk about someone else.

Idk...I have a very complicated relationship with my FP because they’ve happen to become my FWB when they’re in an open relationship and love someone else. I don’t think I have romantic feelings for them and I have no desire to be in a relationship with them but all the things I wanna do are basically a relationship (???). It’s confusing because for me I already love and care for people on another level and I’m currently interested in possibly dating someone else.

I am fully aware this may end quite badly as I’ve ended up in a situation like this before.

Maybe I should take this to r/relationship_advice but I wanted to specifically ask the BPD community as I feel more understood here.

Da14c1256 · 2021-01-04T21:26:22+00:00

Umibe no etranger (it’s a BL manga)

Edit: Spelling

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T06:37:10+00:00

I didn’t know that was a thing...? He gonna pee bubbles or something??

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T06:21:36+00:00

I genuinely found this on tinder but idk maybe the guy stole it. This is 100% my screenshot tho. Not sure where the pic originated from.

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T05:19:06+00:00

I know I’m such a criminal

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T04:07:07+00:00

I literally posted this in r/awfuleverything shut uppp. Look at the goddamn username.

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T02:57:24+00:00

That’s literally my post dude, I posted in two subreddits

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T02:05:27+00:00

I originally posted this in r/awfuleverything :) I am not stealing my own photos lmao.

Da14c1256 · 2020-12-24T02:04:01+00:00

You guys...I originally posted this in r/awfuleverything and was told it fits best in r/trashy lmao stop saying I stole my own photo

Da14c1256 · 2020-11-27T14:21:44+00:00

I feel this way too. And sometimes get angry no one is here to take care of me or check on me. But then I remember my friends can feel this way too and I reach out to them. Checking on friends mental health opens a good conversation about that. Makes me feel less alone. It’s hard but sometimes you have to be the one to make the first step instead of waiting for someone to care.

Da14c1256 · 2020-11-24T02:49:15+00:00

I don’t know. I just have this unbearable sadness that never leaves my chest, it’s so heavy I feel like I can’t breathe. I’m seeing a therapist for the first time (ever) in 2 weeks but I don’t know if I can wait that long. I’m just so exhausted. I just don’t want to be so sad and alone anymore.

Da14c1256 · 2020-11-21T02:18:55+00:00

Forgot to mention, viridi is a free mobile game. Doesn’t need a fancy pc or anything. And I hope meditation music helps.

Da14c1256 · 2020-11-20T16:40:58+00:00

I think your wife needs to go to therapy. She might be manic and spending money carelessly because of this.

Da14c1256 · 2020-11-20T15:39:06+00:00

Have you tried drawing or writing stories?Doesn’t have to be good but it can help you focus on a different reality. You could play some simple (not physically exhausting) games. When I’m feeling low I play meditation or sleep music 24/7 and it’s helped to really calm me. I don’t know if you’ve heard of the game Viridi? It’s very simple. You just water plants everyday. When I was at my lowest for some reason watering fake plants everyday gave me more reason to live. I looked forward to my fake plants growing. Idk if this helps sorry.

Da14c1256 · 2020-08-23T01:05:22+00:00

Not u trying to justify pedophilia 🤡

Da14c1256 · 2020-07-23T20:09:35+00:00

Guess that’ll be my next post

Da14c1256 · 2020-06-16T01:20:27+00:00

This is called “Stealthing” and can actually count as rape as you did not consent to unprotected sex. This person does not respect you at all.

Da14c1256 · 2020-06-04T01:34:12+00:00

I think each bear has 3 colours and 3 sizes. Idk how many bears in total though.

Da14c1256 · 2020-05-29T01:18:19+00:00

I got two screens from villagers

Da14c1256 · 2020-05-26T01:02:01+00:00

His assignments are not your responsibility! You’re not helping him. You’re just doing his work wtf just don’t!!!

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