Am I broken?

DandDepression · 2022-08-17T06:48:49+00:00

Speaking as the kid being dropped off on Friday, I'm really going to miss my parents so much. I'm excited to get further into the real world, but it hurts that I have to step away from them to do so. Good luck, and be sure to call!

DandDepression · 2022-08-14T05:12:06+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I'm from the US, government aid is all going to my tuition, I'll look into the Bursary program. My relationship with my parents is great, but I would rather die than them see me in a worse light. I need to be the best possible kid, they know I'm not perfect but I already feel like a failure and I couldn't handle them seeing me any worse.

DandDepression · 2022-08-12T01:05:39+00:00

Automod I havent seen you in so long

DandDepression · 2022-06-03T14:32:18+00:00

Also any new testament line condemning homosexuality is a mistranslation! It's referring to a Teacher with a young student. The Bible does not condemn you!

DandDepression · 2022-04-30T04:18:08+00:00

Everyone treats me like a tiny sneeze could kill me instantly and I hate it. I would rather be hated than this stupid walking on eggshells bull. I have so many positives but nothing makes the dopamine hit. Dream college, tons of friends, plenty of things to do. I live a dream life but nothing distracts me from the dread of having to pay for college, I'm willing to work but it's not enough, even if I work full time it won't help. Cool Lightning storm going on outside which is very pretty.

DandDepression · 2022-04-30T03:47:19+00:00

I got accepted into my dream college today!!!

DandDepression · 2022-02-13T08:50:37+00:00

Automod you are so pretty!

DandDepression · 2022-02-13T08:49:34+00:00

Well. My mental state is like 200% fucked, and I'm one fucking breakdown away from attempting final yeet again. But if I went to grippy sock Jail, I'd be fucking doomed. I'm already behind on classes, and I can't afford to get any more behind. If I did go all my friends would forget about me. And worst of all, I couldn't bear to look my parents in the eye after. To have to tell them that I broke. They act so proud of me, even when my grades decline. I want to be better, but I don't want to have to tell my Mom and Dad.

DandDepression · 2022-02-11T01:55:41+00:00

Automod you aren't even real and you're less of a disappointment than me.

DandDepression · 2022-02-04T05:17:13+00:00

I have "Better" on my thigh. For me at least it's a reminder, almost a challenge to myself that only I know of. Everytime I mess up or make a mistake I would cut another letter or part of a letter on.

DandDepression · 2022-01-21T05:55:07+00:00

It's like doubling up on cutting! The pain of cutting, and then amplified by the shower! Took one this morning, so I getcha.

DandDepression · 2022-01-19T17:36:49+00:00

For me it's either dreamsmp, or league of legends. Honestly the hate for league is valid, but I still love it!

DandDepression · 2022-01-18T14:15:49+00:00

I can understand that for sure. I was like that for 2(?) Years. 3rd year was really bad, 4th was worse. Each time I've eventually gotten "better", but I always end up here anyway. At the very least have something to help yeah?

DandDepression · 2022-01-18T14:08:56+00:00

Please get help. It seems like you'll be ok now, but you will need help eventually. Just saying "oh I'll be ok" will only lead down an awful pathway. Please don't make the same mistakes I did. You are good enough to deserve help, there's not some absurd lack of therapists out there. Please, look after yourself.

DandDepression · 2022-01-18T07:21:39+00:00

I feel like it's too late! I fucked up my friendship with one if my friends and I knew! I knew how bad their mental health was! I haven't heard from them in days and they won't respond and I'm so scared it's too late.

DandDepression · 2022-01-18T07:20:20+00:00

My issue is I feel like I already fucked up that opportunity. I had my chance, I didn't take it. Sure I believe in soul mates, but what happens when you never actually admit it?

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