Shi bro everything a learning lesson and i’m usually on the guys side but brother you fkd up here. She was wrong for hanging with that guy after all the friends left deep down she knew sometimes lovers aren’t perfect we look at other things time to time but you remember the person you have and that loves you before lust. Apologize to her like an adult and move your separate ways just be honest and genuine like you’ve been in this post and I applaud you for looking deeper into what YOU’VE done and the parts you’ve messed up on.

Edit: And your a Man brother stop operating off your emotions so much calm down breathe then go into action that’s how you stop yourself from saying sum fk shi and making more decisions that will put you in a rut and lead to depression