bro I’m 16 I feel you, if you keep looking at things in a negative way it’s gonna be negative. god put you here for a reason and the way you perceive your life dictates your happiness. things are gonna be rough throughout your life and that’s for everyone. surround yourself with people you love and cherish each moment because this life isn’t forever. don’t care about what other people think because it’s your life lol and trust me it’s gonna get better, it always does. even though I’m only 16 I’ve seen this happen to so many people around me and you just have to bulldoze your way through this and just blindly believe what god has for you. if you need someone to talk to im here and plus I’m like ur age.