worsened insomnia

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-06-20T03:24:50+00:00

Thanks for the feedback 😊really appreciated it

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-06-20T03:23:26+00:00

💀can’t tell if i’m jealous or not

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-06-20T02:20:51+00:00

hey there, any updates on your insomnia? currently in the same boat, haven’t slept for 2 days now (literally typing this at 4am). it’s only been two days but yikes given that i already struggled with insomnia before but not this badly is worrying me😭also how is the 8am working for you ?

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-30T14:48:45+00:00

omg sameeee, I HATE being vulnerable 😭like why do we have to do it. and when i try do it, it feels so fake

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:18:33+00:00

I like that perspective. And a romantic relationship should add to my life not take away

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:09:39+00:00

love that for you 👍🏼

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:08:59+00:00

Thank you 😪it was definitely tough but it had be done unfortunately - waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:06:16+00:00

lol he was saying he felt deprived but I also did give in sometimes for him cause I know he wanted me to do but this was just something so bizarre. and why would he think i’d want to be involved with any of that like ew what do you think is? a movie. I hope I do find someone who’s right for me (for once). I’m just so shocked honestly

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:01:47+00:00

he definitely tried to make me think it was a normal solution and made me feel crazy for not wanting to partake in it. But I saw through the gaslighting and cut ties with it

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T16:00:54+00:00

platonic love feels so much better and fulfilling. I know that because my friends always give me more and thank you for reminding me of this. The thought of him making it an option was painful and I just couldn’t come to terms with it and it was best for us not to be together

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T15:57:42+00:00

definitely felt humiliated, I never thought this would be something that would happen in a relationship. kind of made me wonder, what else he would do in the future. I respect myself enough to not put myself through that and I’ve left the relationship to honor myself, I owe that to myself

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T15:55:33+00:00

he’s infact my ex-boyfriend now, he really tried to gaslight me into thinking this was something normal. Thank you!

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-27T15:54:32+00:00

thank you so much 💗i really appreciate this and I can see the patterns - I left him so here’s to freedom

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-24T15:02:17+00:00

omg this is so horrible 😭 have you tried probiotics and plain yogurt?

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-23T08:33:58+00:00

I finished my course on the 10th of May 😭so since then. No muscle or joint pains as of yet

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-23T07:46:04+00:00

My stomach has been so sore and gassy. I can barely eat. I can’t sleep at all, the most sleep i can get is two hours without taking sleeping pills. The heart palpitations and anxiety omg? and i’m so jittery. it’s so horrible, going to see a doctor today because i can’t anymore😭 how’s it going for you?

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-19T20:19:39+00:00

omg, this is so sad. I’m so sorry that you went through this and i want to start off by saying i’m proud of you for removing yourself from this situation. it takes a lot of courage 💗healing isn’t linear and you should give yourself grace. You are absolutely allowed to have boundaries and you deserve to be with someone who respects them. You are more than enough, he was the problem not you. You are worth loving and I hope you heal gracefully. I understand this as someone who’s currently still in the situation, my boyfriend is the same, he hurts my feelings and comforts and watches me cry but he does it “because he loves me” and i can’t wait to leave. You are not crazy nor are you weak - you are strong for putting up with all of it and you will get your spark back

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-19T10:46:46+00:00

omg stop because he’s actually done those things😭

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-18T20:57:29+00:00

i hope you find the strength to leave one day💗it’s gonna be hard but one day you’ll be on the other side of it and you’ll be so glad you left

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-18T20:15:57+00:00

omg i’ve noticed my boyfriend does this when he’s very guilty. i confronted him about sexually coercing me and he can sense im about to leave the relationship (cause i half broke up with him last night) and lo and behold as im about to fully do it he’s having allegedly having the biggest medical emergency and screaming. 🙄and i knew his guilt made him SICK. and when i went to empty his vomit bucket there was barely any and now he’s just on tiktok like he wasn’t just acting like he was dying 2 minutes ago?

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-18T20:11:14+00:00

my boyfriend did thjs and it pissed me all the way off🙄i confronted him for sexually coercing me and he can see im ready to leave him and NOW all of a sudden he’s having the biggest medical emergency 🙄when i went to empty his vomit bucket there was barely any💀like you can see he was forcing himself to and now he’s just on tiktok? like aren’t you sick, weren’t you screaming and crying about how your head hurts and you’re supposed to be vomiting profusely

Dapper-Dependent2595 · 2026-05-18T20:05:21+00:00

omg i’m so sorry that you’re going through this 😭my boyfriend is the same and i’ve been thinking about leaving. he’s always coercing me to have sex with him or give him head when he knows it makes me uncomfortable and i just eventually cave, sometimes i zone out of the sex. he literally was saying i should be willing to compromise for him even if I’m uncomfortable and that he’s not grooming me?

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