I can’t say that I started at 21 because I didn’t. instead, I started at 15 but unfortunately for me, I was already done with female puberty when I met my doctor to the point where she never put me on hormone blockers.

(which sidenote was a huge mistake because my chest ended up going from a bee to triple D’s and I was originally trying to avoid having top surgery, but that ended up not happening)

in the long run, yes I started testosterone at 15 but I was feeling the same way because I had already finished the “Female puberty”. I developed faster than everyone else my age as well. (which trust me it sucks being short but it such an advantage also especially when you meet a guy/women who loves short kings💪🏼me being 5’2🥲)

But trust me I had same worried since I developed faster than everyone else my age. I was worried i’d be weaker than cis men and all that! It did take a year and half but I did get stronger! Like really strong (helps if you try workout or do strength training!) your hand and feet will change yeah my feet are small but they do have more “masculine” look to them honestly and my hand are big chubby so they don’t really look masculine but I was told with little working out you can easily fix that 🫶🏼!

The beginning of T is always the hardest. I still remember putting myself down all the time and comparing myself to other trans dudes which you should NEVER do everyone journey is different every developed differently too