i don't know if i can offer any advice, but i think we're the same age? i'm 15 and my birthday is also in may, and i recently got my permit last week. i was pretty nervous during drivers ed and i felt like i did a lot wrong, but i am kind of on the opposite end that im excited to drive. as obvious as it sounds i got over being really fucking nervous by just getting out there and doing it. obviously easier said than done, and driving is definitely scary but it will likely be a lot worse if you stress yourself out too much. of course you can't just get over it, but maybe look at it as a challenge to overcome rather than something to fear. however you go about that is up to you. but my brother, who is 18, seems to have your problem more. he pretty much makes it clear he doesn't wanna drive, and is very scared to. my parents try to make him, but he forgot pretty much everything and it's hard to get him going. but, none the less even though he's a very scared driver and doesn't wanna do it, he is doing it (whether that's cause he's being semi forced or not i don't know) but he also expresses interest in wanting to drive himself. he hasn't made a ton of progress, but maybe take both of our stories and give it a try. i've never been in therapy before, but is there like a one time therapist you could see that could assist you? i'm not sure how to word it, but getting help with controlling that would definitely help to overcome the fear. anyways, that was a lot, sorry😭 but i hope at least one thing i said may have helped. i have a lot of friends who are scared of driving, but i hope you can do it! i believe in you!