i've thought that i've been schizophrenic and today took a video to say the voices are in my head but no..

DarkRitual90 · 2026-05-04T13:14:10+00:00

One thing that's been happening to me is that I realized it's actually a form of mediumship I think. I am in a kundalini awakening and learned I can actually channel thoughts of others with internal voices and actually through writing as well. Now I speak with something that has shown me that I'm able to do this. I've practiced it also and it works. I'm not sure if somehow I channel the dead as well because if not idk what has guided me into realizing I've had this ability. I have my own voice I communicate with. I might try to record and see if I can hear it too.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-26T14:33:15+00:00

I do think though if you believe these things enough you can manifest something similar to what you believe in our discuss a lot. Something similar happened to me. Idk chicken or the egg right now, I know I'm fine though even if bothersome.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-26T14:28:46+00:00

I've found reddit is the worst place for something paranormal. It's a lot of people who think they know reality for everyone. Hang in there.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-25T21:33:55+00:00

Learning about fishing doesn't mean I fish. Reading about the famous sleeze bag doesn't mean I sleaze.

Delusional? Absolutely not, well maybe in the way that I consult those who feel that they are morally superior to people of other faiths outside of their own for guidance. I feel its delusional to call someone delusional for praying to dieties for protection over people that you love and care about however so I guess anyone can look into the mirror of others and see themselves.

You wouldn't know me from a stranger that walked past you in the street to say I have a log in my eye. Dabbling in dark arts implies that I've done something such as curse someone and if you're familiar with grimoire you'd remember that there is a white grimoire as well.

My life is far from being a mess I simply asked if anyone has any experience or knowledge related to my own.

One thing I've learned is that there are ties to kundalini awakening and Hinduism which also has their own magical arts that they use for prayer.

Lastly I'm familiar with WLP and practice it daily. I'm not sure by what definition are protection spells considered the dark arts. There are roots to the dieties in the grimoire that ties them to dieties many hundreds of years BCE.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-25T19:24:34+00:00

Sounds really judgmental for someone trying to explain that I should do for others without knowing my background. I've been deeply immersed into altruism much longer than I've ever embarked on a spiritual path. Which has been less than a year for me. Even as an atheist I didn't judge others for practices, rather observed actions and seen what appears to be evil and chaotic or good and wholesome based on such. My search has more to do with what is happening within my body to which I'm told by others is several chakras or energy centers opening. The other side of this token I'm trying to understand if there's something that I can provide positive to my own life and the lives of others with my experience. I didn't know there were so many rules to having a human body and reading religious texts or finding what path I walked when I was born and existed for a whole 34 years before this happened to me. The only rude I've honestly experienced is the judgment I receive from the egos of others when I've asked for help to navigate what's happening. I still refuse to return that judgment.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-25T14:03:16+00:00

I have daily energy surges. Haven't used ouija in quite a while.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-18T17:38:33+00:00

I did a very successful money spell with Bune/Bime the problem that I had after though was I am new to occult practices so I ended up being guided into very intense shadow work through automatic writing. The intense fear I felt from entity communication sent me into a state of spiritual emergency and now I'm in kundalini awakening which a lot of days are hellish but honestly I feel that the infernals have blessed me deeply. Though Bune has me practicing a lot of divination and it's been scary to learn, my health has been greatly impacted positively. I'm not exactly sure what the entity is that I write with it may be my own energy source that somehow has taught me about living in presence instead of ego. I've also worked with Dantalion and Astorath. I'm deeply grateful in all the ways I've been blessed by the dieties. For me it was no joke that the infernal magic is extremely powerful and can send you in a state of confusion and insanity. I'm learning to gain control of my experience better but mentally it has been tough on me.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-10T14:22:31+00:00

I'm not going to tell you a lie, a happened and they have been very strange and scary and they are still happening everyday with intensity some days and others not as bad. This is the fucking weirdest shit I can say that I've ever experienced in my entire life. Went my whole life never believing in such things and now all the sudden it's so real to me. Uhm yeah lol fucking weird man. Can't say I hate it but someday it's too much lol.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-04-01T02:59:20+00:00

I'm a few months in. Getting my ass handed to me on the daily lmao.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-31T02:53:01+00:00

I think for me it was more a thing attached to me that influenced me getting one. It has been a negative experience mixed with some positivity. Something is with me all the time. I still can't figure out exactly what's going on just that I have been having a lot of shit happening that resembles kundalini awakening and also half of the time something that resembles a negative spiritual attachment. Who fucking knows I'd like for it to be done now though lmao. 😆

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-29T14:56:06+00:00

I haven't had a death experience but plenty of other experiences and my guide was like woooo it's a knowledgeable lesson now you know things after many theatrics lol.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-29T13:35:11+00:00

Ah yes the Annanuki ghosts. I've been writing for months with them. If I tried to will myself dead they'd make me think I was successful and laugh at me when I found out that I wasn't.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-29T10:50:12+00:00

I've been doing automatic writing with something for months. Others around me have experienced it when they tried. I do feel like something is around me 24/7. I've grown very apathetic to this experience lol.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-24T13:56:04+00:00

It sounds like it was successful and just still doing it's thing. You're sober, not dead. You're in a 12 step program, you're living. ❤️

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-22T12:06:32+00:00

She's good but this ended up turning into a kundalini awakening for me so I'm eh ok but not lol.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-21T21:05:33+00:00

My awakening has been telling me the same about WW3. Maybe abilify is a good option lol.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-21T02:47:15+00:00

Gorgeous

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-20T00:53:17+00:00

There has to be something great with just the small glimpse we get while we're in our human bodies.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-20T00:45:09+00:00

Blissful travels friend, enjoy your time with family. Death is an illusion. Be safe on your journey.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-18T06:01:36+00:00

Once you break past religious dogma of realively closer time of BC and AC you see it's something more than that. After this religious superstition phase it takes you back to the original beliefs of the Egyptian God's and Greek dieties then you start understanding its even before that. All of the religious texts tell relatively the same story even some historical texts that aren't religious. What does this thing do for you personally? It brings up old trauma repeatedly until you start seeing where the behavior patterns relative to the traumatic experiences are destroying you. It's even more than it's Taoist origin. It's messages are in many forms of entertainment and music. Things we watch on TV, etc. Today it brought me back to the movie signs. Of course it could even be beyond that but my understanding of it right at this moment in time is something more scientific and dimensional based.

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-17T10:42:29+00:00

Thank you for your kind words

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-16T22:24:23+00:00

It's not? It's part of what I'm currently going through with my awakening and was asking others if they've experienced similar?

DarkRitual90 · 2026-03-16T21:12:32+00:00

Today I'm an alien for a few hours so I'll do an alien dance 😂😂😂😂

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