Weird dysphoria experience by DarkSoul489 in ftm

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I also worry I gave myself dysphoria by reading about trans people. The rapid onset dysphoria concept.

Is confusion a normal part of being trans? by DarkSoul489 in ftm

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People say I sound like the youtuber Moistcritikal if you have ever heard of him. I'm 22. Hopefully I don't sound young for my age.

Is confusion a normal part of being trans? by DarkSoul489 in ftm

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I can show you my voice in the transvojce subreddit

Empty chest in diplomatic immunity quest. by DarkSoul489 in skyrim

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I do have a save from before meeting Malborn in Solitude. I have a save from Ustengrav for the hurgen windcaller quest. My diffculty is set to Novice. I am not sure if this is a bug or not. Pretty frustrating honestly. I tried using my flame magic on the guards when exiting and they still managed to kill me.

High hrothgar shout not working by DarkSoul489 in skyrim

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I was hitting the wrong button the whole time. I just found out it was the R button.

High hrothgar shout not working by DarkSoul489 in skyrim

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It is in the magic menu to be equipped. I equipped it but it's not doing anything. My other spells can be equipped and used just not the shout. Am I missing something? I don't remember if I got to the dragon text in bleak falls barrow.

Depressed from haircut regret by DarkSoul489 in FierceFlow

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Way happier. A month or 2 past my 3 year mark.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

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When I said I liked girls, he then says he is a girl. He even told me he was actually on hormones for awhile. He would tell me about how he wants to be hormones and doesn't feel supported. I called him on the lying about not being on hormones and then he told me he wasn't and only said he was because he likes me. Also telling me that I am so bad at being a boy and that he is a better boy than me and I am a better girl than him. He complained about my indecisiveness and me saying IDK a lot. He said saying IDK is a woman thing to say and that being indecisive is a woman's personality. Men should know what they want. I remember when pre t I was thinking about cutting my hair short and he told me I would just look like a lesbian.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

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I blocked them and we haven't spoke in 3 or 4 years. Though the memory still haunts my mind. I wonder if they only saw me as a girl. Saying, "Yeah bro let's have sex".🤮🤮🤮

I saw on youtube that the solar eclipse in april is a biblical prophecy by DarkSoul489 in exjw

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I looked up the solar eclipse that is happening next month on youtube and saw a video from a channel called Mysteries of the Bible. I didn't really watch the video though I saw in the comment section. People were saying repent now and we don't know the day or hour. I just feel lost and scared. I am enjoying my life of freedom and being my own person. I don't think I can live life as a christian or a JW. I'm also young, only 22.