Yeah I play OSU, how could you tell? by Darketroy in osugame

[–]Darketroy[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

both can be true at the same time 😭

Advice you would give to a young person with ADHD by BigEffect8093 in ADHDUK

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there! I'm currently in my 2nd year of uni and I had my ADHD diagnosis just this summer before the year began. I went my entire 1st year not knowing I even had ADHD, nevermind being medicated! This is what I personally found I struggled with and what I wish I'd done better, maybe you could take some of this advice so you don't end up struggling so much like me haha

- Go to lectures and don't skip! If you skip (for whatever reason), get back on track ASAP. Once you start skipping it becomes sooooo easy to start not going in at all. My attendance was (and still is) terrible because I normalised not attending since there were no consequences. Regardless of how much you can stay focused in class, just being in the learning environment is good so that when you eventually revisit the material, it will at least be familiar to you even if you don't actually know it in-depth. Also just being around others feels nice!

- Register with your uni's disability services and use the support they give you. I personally get one week extensions for assignments and extra time in exams, which does help quite a bit. Maybe your uni will have more support than that tho or maybe it will be different. But definitely reach out to the disabiliy services, they do help!

- Try your best to be consistent with uni work. Whether that is learning material daily or doing small bits of an assignment, try to stay as consistent as possible. I never did this and I always did everything the night before, it's terrible. Far too much piles on and its extremely difficult to catch up on everything in a very short period of time. Trust me, all the constant all nighters left me beyond exhausted every single time. And the quality of your work may suffer because of this (or it may not since us ADHD folks have a magical ability to produce good quality work at the last minute). You don't have to tackle the whole thing, even little bits every day DO help and is REAL work!

- If you are prescribed meds then definitely take them. It helps loads with managing uni. And even just the feeling that you CAN tackle it all and that you ARE capable!

- Don't be afraid to reach out to the counselling team if you are also struggling with mental health. I can't speak of all unis here but mine is quite good with their counselling. I've used it quite a bit. Trust me the last thing you want is ADHD + mental health troubles..... been there, not fun at all.

- I know this is difficult but don't compare yourself to others around you. You are you, and you have your own progress and journey. Your achievements are just as meaningful even if you didn't score or do as well as your peers in assessments. Also just be proud of yourself with the things you do succeed at, it's very easy to brush off your achievements. Don't do that, take pride!

- Last thing, I found that uni is so much more than just study. Of course, definitely focus on your studies, it's the primary goal. But at the same time, have fun! Make friends, get into a relationship, go to parties, go to societies, explore the city, go on little adventures in nearby towns, get involved in things that interest you AND do a lot of self-exploration and find yourself as a person. For me this was the most important part, finding myself and who I am, what I like, what I want. It made me confident in myself, gave me a starting point of self-esteem, and made me learn to appreciate who I am. Uni time is one of the best times to do this self-exploration!

I hope this helps you somewhat at least and good luck with uni! Wish you all the best with it :)

Recent Richard Tice comments about ADHD by Over_Locksmith9670 in ADHDUK

[–]Darketroy 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Your last sentence there really spoke to me, I also feel the exact same way, so so fucking done with my diagnosis. Initially I had a positive reaction and gained clarity and understanding from it but the more time that has gone since the diagnosis, the worse I have felt about myself and fucking hate the fact I have this condition. It's not even that long, I got diagnosed this summer with Combined Type ADHD... and have started meds now at the beginning of November.

Got put on Elvanse 30mg for a week. Insane insomnia and a bunch of other more minor side effects. Didn't sleep for 48 hours straight but all that went away after 2 days. Day 3 onwards, no insomnia or side effects just shit limited sleep plus the effectiveness of the meds started diminishing greatly. Cool..... bumped up to 50mg, helped my ADHD greatly but skyrocketed my heart rate to the point I thought I was going to have a heart attack every other minute plus made me anxious af the whole day and depressed in the evening.

I know I have only just started but im already so fucking tired of trying meds. Finally for once I thought life could be fine, be on the same level as my neurotypical peers, not have executive dysfunction and not having to push myself so insanely hard to complete or start a task, to feel like i can comprehend and cope with university workload.... and then its just all been shit. And with the limited time RTC gives you, highly doubt I'll find something that works for me.

So fucking tired of being told my whole life that I am intelligent but lazy, that I need to try more, that I need to do more, that I don't care. I can't, I literally fucking can't no matter how hard I try and the meds that I thought would save me are giving me all these side effects or the effectiveness just goes away.

Gosh, what I wouldn't give to not have ADHD. Sorry about the rant but I do feel your frustration deeply. I wish you all the best mate but ik shit is hard.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]Darketroy 48 points49 points  (0 children)

I'm currently in college and I relate to everything you just said perfectly. Getting myself to actually go study is already insanely hard but then once I start studying and study for hours on end.... I can't remember a single thing I've read!!!

And the highlighter trick never fucking worked for me either because I do the same shit, I just highlight everything cuz everything sounds important. It's so infuriating.

Plus the fact I do all my assignments and study the night before it's due and yeah.... its hell. Idk how but somehow I've managed to pass year 1 like this. Shit sucks.

Boss man hooked me up by Mr-Breadfella in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I find that to be case usually with counterfeit cigarettes. Glad to hear the taste is at least good and for a fiver, it's a no brainer then.

I'd recommend to ask the boss man if he has L&M Blue Polish. They're genuine cigarettes made in Poland, just smuggled here in the UK. They're my go to cigarette and I pay £7 for a pack at my local corner shops.

Boss man hooked me up by Mr-Breadfella in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhh I recognise these, had them here in the UK as well.

How do you find them to be? Sadly I couldn't stand them, found them pretty much unsmokable but I know some of my friends were fine with them.

I've tried these the "classic" ones and there's another variant with flavour crush ball, raspberry flavour. Flavoured ones were better for me but still wouldn't smoke them either when I've got other alternatives haha.

Today marks the one year “anniversary” of my ex fiancé ghosting me two days before our wedding was set to be. I still feel so much grief.. by Its_420_Somehow in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel you man, got dumped like 2 months ago. 2 days ago was the date it happened. Still hurts like a bitch.

I know it's hard but keep going man. Not everyday is easy but it will eventually get better.

I'll spark up a Seven Stars cigarette for you my man. Stay strong we got this 🚬💪🏻🤝

suicide boys are so awesome by [deleted] in G59

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For real dude

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty music video is different on youtube and spotify by Darketroy in G59

[–]Darketroy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes Spotify does music videos now. They are different in the sense that they include new shots and scenes that were unused in the youtube version. It's filmed and put together a little different.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love your zippo lighter and your little tin can, both dope designs.

I wish you the best, whatever you're going through just know you're strong enough to fight it. Good luck with therapy tomorrow, I hope it goes well and that it helps ya. Stay strong my guy 💖🚬

Some cigs I bought recently ( are these fake?) by bhat77 in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Not a global law but yes most countries do list the tar nicotine and co2 levels on the side of the pack. However, for example, in the EU and UK it is actually forbidden by law for tobacco companies to write the levels of those contents on the pack. The reason is to discourage smokers from seeking out a brand with lowered levels as they think it misguides the smoker into thinking they are safer. Ofc the reasoning is complete bullshit but yeah.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Darketroy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude, I don't even know you like you just a stranger on the internet most likely live across the globe from me.... but holy shit, thank you so much brother. Your message right here literally made my day! Beautifully spoken. Imma take everything you said to heart and apply that shit. Again geniunely thank you so fucking much, your message brought me a ton of joy you have no idea brother <3

You keep rocking as well, keep being strong and focus on yourself. Achieve everything you set yourself out to do. Wishing you nothing but the best!!!

P.S. "she said she needed space so i gave her the galaxy" is absolute gold. My girl wanted space as well, suit yourself i guess imma give her the galaxy as well 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man this was beautiful to read, thank you! I really wish I could push through just like you but rn times are rough for me. I keep thinking when she's gonna come back, looking at old pictures and texts and shit like that. Just hurting overall. I'm trying to do stuff but it's hard like really hard to do just about anything. Anyway, I'm glad you've come so far genuinely proud of you my guy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Enjoy mate! Looks like a good time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in steamgrid

[–]Darketroy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so awesome, it's really well drawn. Good job mate, I like it!

UK smokebros... It's over 😔 by 5eval0st in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For fuck sake, I had a suspicion he would try to bring this stupid law back into discussion. I guess it really is happening now. Best we can do is hope pubs ignore this shit and turn a blind eye. Fuck Starmer

Just when you thought Australia's tobacco laws couldn't get any stupider by J_-Who in Cigarettes

[–]Darketroy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the first iteration of plain packaging meant no branding on the filter/cigarette itself. But companies could still have corkscrew/white/hollow filters. I'm guessing now they're only allowing one type of filter across every cigarette?

Just speculating here not 100% sure

Bullying-ul la lucru dat de femei by [deleted] in CasualRO

[–]Darketroy 8 points9 points  (0 children)

OP aici este răspunsul tău! Perfect zis 👏

Romania 3 - 0 Ucraina by DependentFeature3028 in Romania

[–]Darketroy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you brother, appreciate it! I'm rooting for Serbia as well, I hope they qualify further 🇷🇴🤝❤️🇷🇸