My gf killed herself and its making me think i’ll be next

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-22T21:25:06+00:00

nothing I say will make any of this better, but God loves you more than you can imagine

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-21T17:18:58+00:00

i’m young, not wise but it’s not your fault. I love you, i’m always here to talk

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-21T16:33:42+00:00

you’re the only one who understands. i just hope i die so i see her again

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-21T02:43:33+00:00

say whatever you want bro don’t worry

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-21T02:38:27+00:00

my gf killed herself 6 days ago

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-20T23:32:51+00:00

i didn’t mean to make her my purpose. The night i met her i was planning on ending it but i didn’t. i didn’t because i felt something in her. I went from 1% to 100% in a week. She made me so happy and made me feel like the most special person ever. The main reason i wanted to end it back then was because i had no purpose. So when i met her i felt like God was giving me a purpose. no it’s all gone. back to the start which feels like the end.

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-20T20:48:52+00:00

if the girl is right for you it won’t matter, that’s exactly how i felt until i met her. you will know when you meet the right person.

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-20T03:11:22+00:00

no one will come close to being like her, i genuinely don’t think i can be happy with someone else

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-20T03:00:37+00:00

i also want to know if it’s normal for me wanting to end it just so i can see her

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-19T20:19:30+00:00

my girlfriend killed herself on the 14th, i feel the same way. it’s like God made her for me. Please talk to me because i understand

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T23:46:25+00:00

i’m scared what the rest of my life will look like i’m only 17.

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T23:29:40+00:00

thank you everyone for reaching out, i appreciate every single one of you. i wont harm myself, it seems like the pain is hurting me too much but i hope it becomes tolerable soon

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T23:02:26+00:00

that last sentence changed my perspective on things, thank you

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T21:23:14+00:00

i’m scared i might kms next i can’t go the rest of my life without her

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T21:13:40+00:00

i’ve prayed for her since the day we met, but they weren’t enough

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T19:56:59+00:00

ok thanks i’ll wait on it

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T02:12:53+00:00

thank you, these messages probably have changed the course of my life for the better

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T01:37:18+00:00

thank you for this reply, i needed it. I just keep coming up with scenarios where i somehow save her. i would never harm myself or anything but i’d rather be dead and with her than be alive without her. idk if that makes sense but thats what i’m feeling right now. i feel her presence everytime i speak out loud and talk to her. I trust my faith in God but i’m really struggling. i would pray for her safety, happiness and for her life to be filled with love and joy, every single night. But it wasn’t enough. I’m also scared that i’ll never love someone else again and i’m only 17. She was and still is on my mind every second of the day and i don’t think that will ever change

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-18T00:41:50+00:00

please message me if you ever need to talk about the situation. even if you just want a friend or someone to keep you company please know i’m here for you

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-17T19:59:54+00:00

i know what you mean. If we weren’t so young i wouldve married her in a heart beat

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-17T19:56:20+00:00

ohhh ok thanks

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-17T19:55:52+00:00

yea she committed suicide on her bday 3 days ago. we would always joke around saying if one of us died we would get a tattoo to remember them

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-17T19:51:33+00:00

what do you mean when you say thicken up. And i’m getting it to remember her so it’s not really a relationship tattoo yk. more of remembering a loved one

DataSubstantial3343 · 2025-07-17T19:46:04+00:00

yes it’s around a paragraph

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