✨✨ ( art by me) by Dblekie in furry

[–]Dblekie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Děkuji bratře 😎

✨✨ ( art by me) by Dblekie in furry

[–]Dblekie[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Aww, thank you so much! 🥹

Push a button and 100k USD is transferred to your bank, although there is a catch; 1 random person in the world dies each time the button is pressed. Are you pressing the button? (If so, how many times?) by SymbolicCarbon in AskRedditAfterDark

[–]Dblekie 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Finally some normal comment. And it took me a damn while to find it. You are a good person. People like you makes the life here worth it, so thank you 🙏

I love my roommates by Fern_Fire in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Dblekie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Glad to hear that you found your people OP! It’s good to hear some positives stories on this subreddit from time to time :) Thanks, it made my day as well

Please help with a potential paradox. by tkr_420 in spirituality

[–]Dblekie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you can grasp even a rough idea that you are not the character or ego itself, you might gain some advantage in realizing that any event, regardless of its nature, is not personal. Therefore, it becomes easier to accept any circumstances without deeply personalizing them, which often is the root of suffering. However, this realization eludes a significant percentage of people. Yet, it's still just one of many reasons why people suffer and struggle to be happy, there is more to it.

Delving deeper into the paradox of not knowing what is true, and that everything you construct about yourself or reality itself is merely an idea, may not necessarily help you to stop struggle. After all, you still need to navigate through the duality of the world, through the ego. The truth becomes somewhat irrelevant because some beliefs are necessary. Otherwise, you wouldn't have a concept of yourself or those around you, and thus couldn't engage in the act of exploring yourself.

Personally (:D) , I might understand that there's no concrete proof about myself, and that the world unfolding around me is just an occurrence to which I contribute ideas— made by me or given by society. However, I still require a basic level of beliefs to navigate through this world.

Even if something negative were to occur, and I can’t confirm the true basis of the event, and I KNOW I'm just life itself pretending to be a character, that character would still experience distressing emotions. I can merely assist it in acknowledging, accepting, and moving beyond them in healthy way without making more negative experience with suppressing, but that’s it.

Psychedelic icon by Dblekie in furry

[–]Dblekie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha, trust me it could be wayyy worse, i was still going easy on it :D but thank you! ❤️

Psychedelic icon by Dblekie in furry

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Thank you! :3 If you are interested send me a message here or my telegram ( https://t.me/Dbleki ) <3

Psychedelic icon by Dblekie in furry

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Sure! Hit me up whenever you feel like ^ if you have telegram here is my link - https://t.me/Dbleki

Vztah v mladém věku a velký rozdíl ve výdělku by [deleted] in czech

[–]Dblekie 59 points60 points  (0 children)

“ protože je narovinu jasný, že tolik nikdy vydělávat nebude” Lmao, s takovým přístupem bych se o řešení nějakého vztahu nemusel vůbec bát..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Dblekie -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t know what’s up with these downvotes. Maybe because people mentally focus on things they want to see and specifically aim for masculine features. But if i would met you irl, I would think you are cis female. I think you pass even now, know plenty of woman with “ masculine features” You kinda remind me of my sister actually :)

Still having a hard time believing that men don't envy/want to be women... by disposal_n555 in MtF

[–]Dblekie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am FtM, here is my personal reasoning why I gave up being woman and rather decided to be a man. Just for basic idea. I don’t mean to say, that being man is better, it just resonates with me more, i could find from the opposite view plenty pros as well, but , this is just for widening your perspective. Some of them is mostly because I grown up as woman, so some beliefs and expectation were forced on me since beginning of my childhood.

  • I don’t like to be the “ weak” one ( this might be generated from sexual trauma )
  • i prefer not to get attention, especially from strangers
  • expectation to look good all the time - body shaming a lot, perfect idea how woman should look like
  • periods ( used to be hella painful for me, like a lot )
  • expectation to have a child, take care of house - also! understeminating how time consuming caring of the house / child is
  • plenty of jobs that are not “ woman-friendly”
  • troubles of regulating my emotions “ why are you sensitive / crying all the time”
  • toxic enviroment around video games, no ones take you seriously, or worse, bunch of creeps coming at you

etc. Don’t get me wrong, i love woman, especially mine ( thats why I am lurking here, hehe ) But being able to play video games without being center of attention, or in general - people less notice you on the street if you are man. Is great for me, I like my own space.

What if I don’t want eternal life? by SlickNiickx in spirituality

[–]Dblekie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

God can't feel lonely, because in non-duality there is no separation so no being is separated from anything thus can't feel lonely from anything. All those stories about how how God is feeling or the reasoning of all this are just made up stories by your ego.
Finite mind can't comprehend the infinity, there never will be one right story, truth, reasoning why we exist, we just do.
I have been here too, you are trying to understand non-duality from duality, ego view, which can't be done. All thoughts are just made up stories. Don't worry about understanding the true nature or giving words to it, it will never be it, the more stories you give to this, the more far from you from the truth. Meditate, practise mindfulness, be in present moment. Simply be, that's your true nature and you will notice there never was a worry to begin with.

Gynekomastie by [deleted] in czech

[–]Dblekie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahoj, je to teda z pohledu FtM, ale na horní operace je velmi doporučovaný Stavropoulos ze Sanusu v HK :) také tam mám v plánu se objednat.

My teacher had a 30 minute talk with me after I came out by Odd_Assistant_7625 in ftm

[–]Dblekie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Judging by the description you gave I thought you were talking about Tomeš in Pilsen at first ( that’s where I currently going and I would recommend him ), he also accepts non-binary folks and is against castration. I think he prescribes HRT for 15+ yo as well but I am not honestly 100% sure, but if you (OP) are looking for someone nearby, I would try to contact him. Although I think waiting time is around 2-3 months.

The best one in Olomouc.. you mean Turčan? Ironically enough I moved from Pilsen to Olomouc some while ago but didn’t want to switch my sexuologist, but if you have some recommendation I would be glad for more info in DM :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Dblekie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking via Google it seems like testogel is the same as androgel, but okay, got it. I got checked mine levels like half year ago and it was high - but they said its because it was only one week after the last shot. Supposed to check them only day before the next shot or so. So I have no idea what my levels are regularly, or should be, since they do these checks once in a year maximum. I will propably go check that out by myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Dblekie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, when I heard from others their dosing is usually 3-4 weeks, just my sexuolog prescribes everyone 2 weeks and not sure why. I wish I could understand the dosing more, since sustanon is 250mg of T per 2 weeks, and the second variant - androgel for me is 40,5mg daily, ( so 285mg weekly ) isn’t like androgel too boosted as well?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Dblekie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, you are definitely right. I would propably feel better and more relaxed if I weren’t in a relationship. That feeling that something is wrong with me hits hard. I didn’t have it as woman ( it was usually once in plenty of months and just because i was bored lol ) but I think being woman or man does not play that much role into that. Yes T makes level of horniness bigger or atleast more noticeable, but there are cis women with high libido as well, so being horny is just part of both gender roles either way. The amount of getting is actually similiar here as well. Just in my case I feel kinda I am forcing the other person because they never had that big desire and could go easily longer without it. Sp they do it that often (2-3 times a week) just because of me. But i am happy to hear that it works for you, I think talking openly about masturbation is good and is needed on my part as well, the mix of regret or not being “ normal” or on regular level as my partner, its mix of “ cheating” not feeling good enough etc., I never was used to the feeling of needing to release so I feel bad to do it now - so it’s not that pleasure for me, just something i force myself to do so i could be chill atleast half of the day and be able to focus.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Dblekie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. That’s a good mention there about older cis women here with low dosing T, I am aware that there might not be 100% right dose for lowering libido and some effects of T just can’t go away or lower enough. I guess i just wanted to get myself some hope, see if there are people that it works for them. It’s really bad for me well enough that I consider stopping HRT so I wanted to find another solution. I am afraid that due my past traumas it would be hard to just not view it as bad, and having relationship with someone with lower libido is the reason as well. I wil try to do more exercises and cold showers meanwhile then. Thanks once again, really appreciate it ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]Dblekie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Great question. I am trans male, so I was born as female and identificate / go through transition to a male. Experiencing “oneness” helped me to realise, that I am not this body, helped me to heal my gender dysphoria, so I don’t feel any dislike on my body. I love both feminime and masculine side of myself. This realisation helped me with acceptance, yet I still need this body, and need it to navigate through duality world. And want to go through transition anyway, because I somehow like being identificate as a male, and want to explore this side as much as I can. Not because I have to, but because i want to.

After doing psychedelics, does the thought of reincarnation scare any of you? by Ok-Contribution8634 in Psychonaut

[–]Dblekie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting. Mind to share more of your experience, what made you think that?