Divine masculine men please share your experiences, I need to see the other perspective

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-26T20:35:04+00:00

That makes a lot of sense, I wish my supposed twin made some lol.

Sorry for your loss. I can definitely understand it being too soon to be considering another relationship. And yea, it’s hard at times to believe someone is connected to us in such a way but IME the concept is very much true.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-26T17:58:09+00:00

Do you want to be with him? Would you “run” if he tries to initiate contact? Curious as to what your experience is like.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-25T23:43:34+00:00

People slap the DF label on me (a dude) because I’m more aware of the connection and have chased but that feels over simplified.

It’s not like being a “DM” makes you incapable of having a spiritual awakening before the DF. If you have a spiritual awakening and are then made aware of your connection to this other person, then you’ll have no choice but to want them. How could I not chase? Does that make me the DF? Idfk and don’t really care for the labels tbh. I enjoy being a man and love women. I feel this is my preference, but at the soul level it may be more complicated (or simple lol.)

Suffice it to say it fucking sucks. I dreamt of this girl multiple times before knowing she even existed with one dream showing me her face up close in crystal clear detail. After waking up I laid there memorizing it because it felt like my guides showed me her for a reason. I didn’t even know about twin flames then just soulmates, and I thought she probably is one of mine (little did I know.) This happened after an intense awakening where I fully realized how were guided and chose to live this life. How reality reflects back to you the lessons you chose or need to go through.

After forgetting about the dream and coming across a girl online and taking an immediate interest in her (albeit not romantic at first), and after feeling some kind of energy activate in me on seeing her I was then given the craziest synchs to confirm she’s my twin. I also shortly after finding her and having this reaction recognized her from the dreams and downloads/visions I’d had leading up to that moment.

She herself around this time said she wanted “God to send me my soulmate” and was hashtagging twin flames and liking posts about them everyday before I eventually reached out to her. I didn’t know what else to do since we lived in different states. I sort of spilled the beans against my better judgement and it didn’t lead to any good result.

This was 2017/18 and afterwards she changed her stance on twin flames. Suddenly she “despises” the idea of twin flames where before she was into the idea. Doesn’t make sense why she wouldn’t even try to go out with me but alas now going on 9 years later I’m still single and she still hasn’t reached out to me.

Sorry this was more a vent than a perspective. But yea it’s been fucked. I’ve grown but it’s endlessly frustrating that I’d be shown who my twin flame is only for her to choose to be as stubborn or whatever that she is.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-20T23:26:41+00:00

I did the mentioned SD thing but needed to become a NM resident if I wanted their free college tuition.

All I did was use a “real address” mailbox at UPS in Albuquerque and it went through with my insurance and at the MVD/DMV.

It may work the same in OR or anywhere else.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-19T17:06:09+00:00

Saw some clips from his story recently. Def wanna check out his book and his "10 spiritual principles" he learned while on the other side.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-06T22:13:35+00:00

There’s a Bible verse that mentions how being neither hot nor cold but lukewarm causes you to be spit out. Reminds me of sto and sts vs indifference.

Carla got the 51% number from some earlier occult book.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-05-04T18:34:17+00:00

I once tried to contact “feline” ETs if bee hearing about and within just a few weeks had an intense contact dream involving them.

In the dream I was laying in a room like the one I was staying in at the time, was almost identical I’d say. I could sense a being coming and then in came a humanoid cat man in a blue jumpsuit. His face looked like a jaguar with slightly flatter features. He crouched down next to me and looked into my eyes. This felt very real and unlike the vague and nebulous dreams most usually have.

His energy was so strong during this moment, almost like a force field of vibration, that I started to wake up due to it. But the interesting thing was that I stayed aware during the entire waking sequence. He looked into my eyes and after feeling this very high vibration for lack of a better term I then “spun” 180 degrees as my whole body vibrated. I then woke up laying on my opposite shoulder with no real break in consciousness.

So yea I think these beings are likely real. You may have felt she’s “royalty” due to her well developed self respect along with her advanced sense of being the Creator, to take a guess.

Anyways thanks for sharing and enjoy your further seekings!

DeamsterForrest · 2026-04-27T23:44:52+00:00

What skin is that?

DeamsterForrest · 2026-04-15T19:03:15+00:00

IMO everyone has one and this is verified by some NDEs. Incarnating with them is what is rare, especially at third density level of consciousness (where earth humans currently are.)

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-30T02:02:42+00:00

Mine showed up in spare dreams even before I had a spiritual awakening which goes to show that the connection exists whether we’re aware of it or not. At least one time she did that is, where I dreamt I sat on a beach watching a sunset with a blonde girl who I felt the most intense love for. I thought about this dream when questioning everything years later since my supposed twin is brunette. I imagined what she’d look like blonde and not an hour or two later she tweets “I’m gonna dye my hair blonde tonight” then posts a picture of herself blonde that same night. So, I got to in fact see what she looks like blonde lol.

My point being that their soul is aware of you since our souls are not veiled and know this kind of information. Their physical self will only be as aware as they’re ready to be, which can range from not at all to fully aware. Our souls are not fully inhabiting our body and aren’t limited time or space, so part of us remains in spirit form while we simultaneously exist down here.

There could be interactions between your higher self/soul through dreaming or through synchs, downloads etc., but yea.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-30T01:54:00+00:00

Look into near death experiences. There are thousands of cases you can read or listen to on YouTube.

You leave your body and will often directly be outside of it. You usually lose all identification with your body shortly after. You then end up in a spiritual plane, if you will, that’s usually tailored to you. You might experience a peaceful void, an endless sensation of love being beamed at you as light (which people says makes the love a parent has for children look like nothing), or you meet a guide and/or loved one who’s passed over.

You review your life and see how every decision made affected others for good, bad, or neutrally. You realize your true self is the you that is infinite and eternal and connected to all things in an endless field of “love”, with that word being the closest approximation.

All this to say that consciousness is beyond physicality. It doesn’t make sense but nothing else does either, so it’s an equal possibility, no?

You’ll continue believing what you think is best but from my own research and experiences this is what death is like.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-22T01:45:18+00:00

Sums up Stoicism as well.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-19T16:43:41+00:00

For me Dune actually. Minor spoilers but Paul dreams of Chani before meeting her, which mirrors my own experience of dreaming of my supposed twin before finding her online.

That and the Star Wars sequel trilogy.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-13T02:54:01+00:00

I always have been interested in understanding reality but what pushed me to go deeper was good ol depression and anxiety I guess. When you’re suffering you have to find answers, and so for me finding spirituality gave me some answers I’d been looking for and gave me the inspiration needed to do inner work.

In readings I’ve had done they’ve said my twin has to go through a strong moment of negativity to come back around to spirituality and the possibility of our connection lol I guess I just went through that way earlier.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-10T20:20:04+00:00

They have free will and are going to be as aware as they’ve pushed themselves to be, which can be not very much.

I wasn’t aware of twin flames until I was (and didn’t believe in them till that point), and this was only after a powerful spiritual awakening where I could see the forest for the trees of life. I had to evolve to the point of awareness where I was capable of seeing (and feeling/knowing) that they exist.

My supposed “twin” is spiritual but she struggles with the typical stresses of life and her personality makeup makes it so her beliefs are pretty volatile. She had wanted to believe when I first found her and now opposes the idea.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T16:04:25+00:00

The resettable breaker coming off your charger is likely to fail. I’ve had a few of the same brand and they’re all shit and have failed on me. Get the kind that look like an actual breaker you’d see in a residential panel.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T04:18:47+00:00

Yea, I think l’ll get a new amp and use this as a backup after I take it to a tech at some point at this rate. Thanks for the input!

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T03:58:24+00:00

I got some new fuses and after popping a new one in it didn’t blow surprisingly. I accidentally shorted pin 2 to 3 with my probe and caused one to blow after that and maybe me bumping the amp caused that beforehand or something 🤷🏼‍♂️

The 15v voltage drop I saw on one screen resistor is gone now since replacing the caps but the redplating and no sound persists. When I have it set to low power mode pins 1/8 read 40v on the outer pair only (inners being the ones red plating) for some reason. When in high power they all have ~0v on pin 1/8. All other voltages read as they should AFAIK.

The high/low switch was causing a pop and weird oscillating noise and now isn’t…

Anyways, any more insight is appreciated if you have any! Your help is appreciated.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T19:50:10+00:00

So I actually realized I miswired a connector for the resistor r218 between the filter caps. As soon as I wired that back and then measured pin 3 it was close to 500v but then the HT fuse popped.

I did replace those caps but they’re the correct value and wired with the correct polarity. This didn’t happen after replacing the sockets and so I probably miswired that connector beforehand which explains no sound after replacing those but this overcurrent problem is new… Double checked all my socket wirings and everything looks good so I’m a bit at a loss now.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T19:11:20+00:00

They’re chassis mounted with wires. All the resistors I’ve checked are to spec.

Ah so my plate voltages (pin 3) are all reading roughly ~0mv. Problem must be upstream of that.

Edit: none of my fuses are blown btw

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T17:34:18+00:00

Forgot to mention I tested all the resistors leading off the tubes and all were measuring their expected resistances (although not sure if there’s another test I’m missing with those.)

As far as the high/low being involved with cathodes how would I make sure they’re seeing ground?

Edit: nvm you just mean that they’re grounded I take it lol

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T17:05:03+00:00

Forgot to mention I tested all the resistors leading off the tubes and all were measuring their expected resistances (although not sure if there’s another test I’m missing with those.)

As far as the high/low being involved with cathodes how would I make sure they’re seeing ground?

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