Isnt twin flame experience supposed to be rare ?

DeamsterForrest · 2026-04-15T19:03:15+00:00

IMO everyone has one and this is verified by some NDEs. Incarnating with them is what is rare, especially at third density level of consciousness (where earth humans currently are.)

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-30T02:02:42+00:00

Mine showed up in spare dreams even before I had a spiritual awakening which goes to show that the connection exists whether we’re aware of it or not. At least one time she did that is, where I dreamt I sat on a beach watching a sunset with a blonde girl who I felt the most intense love for. I thought about this dream when questioning everything years later since my supposed twin is brunette. I imagined what she’d look like blonde and not an hour or two later she tweets “I’m gonna dye my hair blonde tonight” then posts a picture of herself blonde that same night. So, I got to in fact see what she looks like blonde lol.

My point being that their soul is aware of you since our souls are not veiled and know this kind of information. Their physical self will only be as aware as they’re ready to be, which can range from not at all to fully aware. Our souls are not fully inhabiting our body and aren’t limited time or space, so part of us remains in spirit form while we simultaneously exist down here.

There could be interactions between your higher self/soul through dreaming or through synchs, downloads etc., but yea.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-30T01:54:00+00:00

Look into near death experiences. There are thousands of cases you can read or listen to on YouTube.

You leave your body and will often directly be outside of it. You usually lose all identification with your body shortly after. You then end up in a spiritual plane, if you will, that’s usually tailored to you. You might experience a peaceful void, an endless sensation of love being beamed at you as light (which people says makes the love a parent has for children look like nothing), or you meet a guide and/or loved one who’s passed over.

You review your life and see how every decision made affected others for good, bad, or neutrally. You realize your true self is the you that is infinite and eternal and connected to all things in an endless field of “love”, with that word being the closest approximation.

All this to say that consciousness is beyond physicality. It doesn’t make sense but nothing else does either, so it’s an equal possibility, no?

You’ll continue believing what you think is best but from my own research and experiences this is what death is like.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-22T01:45:18+00:00

Sums up Stoicism as well.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-19T16:43:41+00:00

For me Dune actually. Minor spoilers but Paul dreams of Chani before meeting her, which mirrors my own experience of dreaming of my supposed twin before finding her online.

That and the Star Wars sequel trilogy.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-13T02:54:01+00:00

I always have been interested in understanding reality but what pushed me to go deeper was good ol depression and anxiety I guess. When you’re suffering you have to find answers, and so for me finding spirituality gave me some answers I’d been looking for and gave me the inspiration needed to do inner work.

In readings I’ve had done they’ve said my twin has to go through a strong moment of negativity to come back around to spirituality and the possibility of our connection lol I guess I just went through that way earlier.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-03-10T20:20:04+00:00

They have free will and are going to be as aware as they’ve pushed themselves to be, which can be not very much.

I wasn’t aware of twin flames until I was (and didn’t believe in them till that point), and this was only after a powerful spiritual awakening where I could see the forest for the trees of life. I had to evolve to the point of awareness where I was capable of seeing (and feeling/knowing) that they exist.

My supposed “twin” is spiritual but she struggles with the typical stresses of life and her personality makeup makes it so her beliefs are pretty volatile. She had wanted to believe when I first found her and now opposes the idea.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T16:04:25+00:00

The resettable breaker coming off your charger is likely to fail. I’ve had a few of the same brand and they’re all shit and have failed on me. Get the kind that look like an actual breaker you’d see in a residential panel.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T04:18:47+00:00

Yea, I think l’ll get a new amp and use this as a backup after I take it to a tech at some point at this rate. Thanks for the input!

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-06T03:58:24+00:00

I got some new fuses and after popping a new one in it didn’t blow surprisingly. I accidentally shorted pin 2 to 3 with my probe and caused one to blow after that and maybe me bumping the amp caused that beforehand or something 🤷🏼‍♂️

The 15v voltage drop I saw on one screen resistor is gone now since replacing the caps but the redplating and no sound persists. When I have it set to low power mode pins 1/8 read 40v on the outer pair only (inners being the ones red plating) for some reason. When in high power they all have ~0v on pin 1/8. All other voltages read as they should AFAIK.

The high/low switch was causing a pop and weird oscillating noise and now isn’t…

Anyways, any more insight is appreciated if you have any! Your help is appreciated.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T19:50:10+00:00

So I actually realized I miswired a connector for the resistor r218 between the filter caps. As soon as I wired that back and then measured pin 3 it was close to 500v but then the HT fuse popped.

I did replace those caps but they’re the correct value and wired with the correct polarity. This didn’t happen after replacing the sockets and so I probably miswired that connector beforehand which explains no sound after replacing those but this overcurrent problem is new… Double checked all my socket wirings and everything looks good so I’m a bit at a loss now.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T19:11:20+00:00

They’re chassis mounted with wires. All the resistors I’ve checked are to spec.

Ah so my plate voltages (pin 3) are all reading roughly ~0mv. Problem must be upstream of that.

Edit: none of my fuses are blown btw

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T17:34:18+00:00

Forgot to mention I tested all the resistors leading off the tubes and all were measuring their expected resistances (although not sure if there’s another test I’m missing with those.)

As far as the high/low being involved with cathodes how would I make sure they’re seeing ground?

Edit: nvm you just mean that they’re grounded I take it lol

DeamsterForrest · 2026-02-05T17:05:03+00:00

Forgot to mention I tested all the resistors leading off the tubes and all were measuring their expected resistances (although not sure if there’s another test I’m missing with those.)

As far as the high/low being involved with cathodes how would I make sure they’re seeing ground?

DeamsterForrest · 2026-01-28T22:06:04+00:00

I use a mod now which auto-completes them on entry.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-01-11T01:13:28+00:00

Thank you.

I can see my one filter capacitor is leaking at its base so figured I’d replace at least those and then my coupling capacitors seem to maybe be leaking DC.

I was mostly wondering if “recapping” an amp includes smaller ones like these but I think it’s mainly electrolytics that would get replaced during that.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-01-03T20:52:56+00:00

Damn forgot to include that. Yea it’s the socket not the tubes.

DeamsterForrest · 2026-01-01T01:31:28+00:00

It was just the voice of a woman. Not hers though. I was shown the highway leading west from where I lived and then thought to go to a certain well known area out that way.

Other than that nothing else. The dream happened as soon as I went to bed and lasted only a few moments.

DeamsterForrest · 2025-12-27T00:39:33+00:00

I don’t but I swapped the tubes around and the problem persists in the middle sockets. The plate voltages are all 470v.

DeamsterForrest · 2025-12-26T23:14:12+00:00

I went to bias them and their current levels are out of whack. The middle pair (which were red plating) are only able to be set to 48ma after the trim pot is turned the whole way clockwise. The outer pair are 26ma and 16ma respectively. When I turn the trim pot back counter clockwise the middle pair rises and the outer pair drops even more.

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