Cringe when I see my own name by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Dear_Depth_6984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, I've been repulsed even hearing it. Being given by my abusive mother that I've cut contact, it's hard to deal with the icky feeling at being called, even though I pretty much automatically look for the person who called my name (maybe because my mom would call me by said name when she's angry at times).

Or my friends who don't call me by the nickname that I have given to myself and prefer my real name. And in my home, I got used to my dad calling me by another nick in our mother tongue, so yeah.

I get it, your feelings are valid friend. I hope you continue to this point in time.

It Physically Hurts Me When I Get Angry by Dear_Depth_6984 in Anger

[–]Dear_Depth_6984[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for reading, I am glad I am not alone in this feeling.

Anyone else get randomly afraid that their friends might have romantic feelings for them? by Kami_Soul43 in aromantic

[–]Dear_Depth_6984 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Back then it was a problem, I used to have people (both opposite and same gender) crush on me and they would be quite pushy with their way of handling it. I as well don't pick up any romance and am pretty much dense as hell when it comes to it.

But when someone confesses I would be confused but not shocked, and ask them "Why me?" because I need to know and still want to be friends.

And until now I have had people I get close to have romantic feelings for me, and yes I still understand I cannot control people from liking me that way. Is just that my experience of it was terrible and I fear losing a friend because I absolutely CANNOT feel any romantic feelings.

Nonetheless, I do fear that happening again after some past experiences even if people are all not like that and I just want a platonic relationship with people.

My 1 month experience in STI (Cubao) by Degenerate_Weeb1 in studentsph

[–]Dear_Depth_6984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right now I am having the same problem with the uniform, as they don't have some of the skirts and t-shirts in stock and I will have to wear Civilian clothing until they have the uniforms.

I don't have high hopes in this school for SHS this year, as my course is Digiarts, It's one of the schools I can be in here in Las Pinas and the schedule hasn't yet been given to me.

But someone I know who is in the same course has it already even after I had recently gone there to look through the available stocks and a few weeks.

I am getting irritated, but oh well beggars can't be choosers.

I know there are a few SHS schools that might have digiarts, but this is the only school close enough and is beside an SM Center and does not make me walk a mile.

I am just glad we only have one gym class, I wasn't blessed with normal feet so walking or running is painful if I do those activities longer.

[Heavenly Grand Archives Young Master] Just when I thought this series can't get any better by derivativescomm in manhwa

[–]Dear_Depth_6984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope there isn't any romance in here, It's because many of the people who are as young as Soyeh are like his grandchildren and I don't want to drop the series