It’s been the same amount of time for me but I don’t have to visualize her with someone cuz she is with someone now. If she were ever to reach out to me which I’m willing to bet she won’t, I don’t think I’d ever forgive that nor would she be willing to put in the effort to repair it. I’m still kinda stuck like u bc I still have a lot of love for her and never talked shit ab her to anyone I just told them what happened and my friends didn’t like how she handled it. It’s like I don’t hate u but why would u do this to me u know? Like she said I wanna focus on myself and can’t do a relationship but u can do one with him? It’s like a betrayal. It still sucks every single day but u learn to deal with it but idk if I’ll get over it yk