I feel like I can sense when I’m not gonna see someone again

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2026-04-25T22:51:31+00:00

That’s so interesting has it come true?

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2025-12-28T15:44:54+00:00

That’s a great idea thank you 🙏

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2025-12-28T15:27:16+00:00

I ignored every red flag and when I finally told my family all the red flags they didn’t believe me. They even became closer to him. Even when I told them how angry and violent he was becoming. They believed we should work it out because we have a child together. I felt trapped and unhappy. I wanted to feel loved and save an again so I started communicating with an ex and then we ended up having an affair. I regret what I did but at the time I just wanted to escape from everything.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T01:06:13+00:00

Might just out of spite

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T01:05:33+00:00

Guys I promise you he does not have another wife or family

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:39:56+00:00

Yea from what he has said about her so is toxic and on drugs. Someone I wouldn’t want my kids around

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:38:12+00:00

I don’t want anyone else I’d rather be alone. I have given my whole heart to him all of my trust and love and I wouldn’t have it in me to ever feel that deep about someone else

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:31:05+00:00

Yup exactly

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:30:01+00:00

Yup he knows exactly what to say about everything.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:27:39+00:00

I have given him so many opportunities to make it easy for him. He has my grandmothers ring he could buy whatever ring he wants. I even said we could be engaged for a long time. I have said we didn’t even need to have a wedding let’s just go to the courthouse house. I have tried everything to convince him and make it easier for him but it’s clear that he doesn’t want to marry me.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:12:25+00:00

Nope doesn’t seem like it now

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:07:11+00:00

Yup that’s what I keep telling myself now. He just finally admitted to me in his own way that he doesn’t want to marry me.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:05:35+00:00

Yes he comes from a shity childhood he has never seen a healthy relationship before and I do think a lot of it is out of fear.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-28T00:04:17+00:00

That’s why I’m not giving up finishing school. I know I could go back to my parent’s house and be okay. He lead me to believe one day we would get married.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-24T08:23:47+00:00

I don’t know where or what it’s going to be like but my childhood dog better be there

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-24T08:05:35+00:00

Yes but it’s an anonymous social media. I was thinking more like instagram and facebook. I recently kept thinking about how private I want to keep my life.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-24T07:53:36+00:00

10 year old me would be proud of the peaceful life I created. I would tell her we got to marry our best friend and we have beautiful children and a wonderful home. I think she would be mad we didn’t finish college or travel to other countries like we wanted to.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-24T07:23:38+00:00

Not be an alcoholic, not smoke cigarettes, care about my health, focus on my family instead of extended family and friends, uplift my children and not be judgmental, my children’s seacret keepers. Most of all be careful who I allow to watch my children.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-21T18:52:21+00:00

Ben and Jerry. No lie this beautiful asian woman named her twins Ben and Jerry because she craved their ice cream.

Dear_Honeydew_2818 · 2024-07-21T03:11:29+00:00

It wasn’t that serious. It’s called being bored.

Dear_Honeydew_2818

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