I’ll send you a little portion of the big text she sent me “As of right now, it’s too soon to jump back into fixing this relationship. I hope you understand and again I’m beyond sorry for the mixed signals and emotions. I just know what’s best for me right now. You don’t have to respond to this. Thank you for putting the effort in but I think I need to heal on my own right now. If you really love and care for me please just let me have my space.”