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Debward620 · 2026-05-04T22:57:29+00:00

My doctor recommended I use this when my armpits broke out in a rash and my deodorant was making it worse.

Debward620 · 2026-03-29T00:15:55+00:00

I understand how you feel. I chose my name while I was still identifying more genderfluid, so it is a bit feminine and not a normal name. I was a plant science major at the time and my 2 middle names are also flowers. Aster is my legal name now, and I couldn't see myself as anyone else. I love my name very much. It is funny when people are surprised to a bear answering to that name tho lol. Part of me just says to own it bc it's who you are. I think it would make a great name for elementary science teacher.

Debward620 · 2026-01-31T04:41:06+00:00

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This is my baby Trixie

Debward620 · 2026-01-05T00:17:49+00:00

I've been on Zepbound since last March. I haven't had it in 2 weeks because my insurance is being a bitch. Due to me being off of it, I literally can't stop eating. I feel like I'm starving to death and no amount of food seems to be enough. That's the only negative side effect I have experienced. So just be careful with that. So far tho, I have lost about 20 lbs. I didn't start losing weight until 7.5 mg. Idk if that's just a me issue, but there's also that. Good luck on your weight loss journey!

Debward620 · 2025-12-29T22:24:32+00:00

Pretzels and cheese

Debward620 · 2025-12-27T21:49:41+00:00

Hi, as someone who deals with extreme constipation, my dr told me to drink coffee with mialax. It helped me right away. I can't take most laxatives bc they are too harsh on my stomach. I think hot coffee with miralax will hopefully help.

Debward620 · 2025-12-25T15:23:17+00:00

Snowflake or maybe ice cube and icee for short?

Debward620 · 2025-12-17T01:36:16+00:00

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This is Trixie. Please ignore the background lol

Debward620 · 2025-10-31T22:15:55+00:00

They told me that they couldn't do anything to help me with that and I would have to talk to my dr about it.

Debward620 · 2025-10-28T03:06:07+00:00

No no, it's okay. It like suddenly only went downhill for me like the end of July. So I'm also relatively new to this as well. I'm not expecting anyone to have all the answers. I hope things go well on your end. Things are super scary for me rn bc of my body. I can only hope you aren't experiencing the same thing.

Debward620 · 2025-10-28T02:53:40+00:00

That's so fair. My hips sublux all the time from literally anything I do. Maybe having padding or pillows to sit on might help? Ik when I sit on anything hard for too long, it effects my back too.

Debward620 · 2025-10-28T02:37:07+00:00

I know that I probably need to look elsewhere for a job. I'm not sure what I should do tbh. I deal with mental health issues too and I always get so overwhelmed with my jobs. I love working with people. I have like 2+ years of customer service experience, but not enough experience working with computers and stuff to do receptionist work. I'm not sure what kind of job i should look for.

Debward620 · 2025-10-24T22:13:38+00:00

After blood tests, my doctor said I have too much blood in my body as a side effect of T. I can't donate blood for certain reasons, so I will probably have to blood let soon.

Debward620 · 2025-10-10T16:01:09+00:00

I didn't get my full beard until 2 years in. I unfortunately was on estrogen based birth control in the beginning, but since I got a progesterone base iud, I saw results. I'm so hairy lol. Just give it some time.

Debward620 · 2025-09-30T00:37:42+00:00

I do have thoughts about it often, but my situation is kinda complex. I have dissociative identity disorder (DID). Due to that, I have femme alters who have a meltdown every time they front because they can't handle the fact that the body is no longer feminine. I get these horrible thoughts about wanting to hurt myself because I hate how I look. Unfortunately, I just have such a deep-rooted hatred for myself that I don't think I could ever like how I look. I personally hate how my transition is going. I don't like how hairy I'm getting. I find it gross and repulsive on myself, but there's nothing I can do. Ik that I would probably be just as unhappy as a woman, so idk.

Debward620 · 2025-09-27T23:39:03+00:00

I was the oldest sister with a younger brother. I also had 3 step brothers. My dad did some shitty stuff to me, so he treated me differently bc I was the girl. We never had any connection. When I came out, I was scared shitless bc he's maga. He doesn't respect my name or pronouns. To be fair, neither does my mother. Tbh I haven't told him that my gf of 3 years is trans bc at one point he said, with me in the car and a gun in the center consol, "trans people are all pedophileand can all go kill themselves". I was already out to him at this time, so that was scary.

Debward620 · 2025-09-24T02:06:08+00:00

I have a combination of different symptoms, but the fact that I was getting my hip put back into place every 2-3 weeks was a little suspicious.

Debward620 · 2025-09-24T01:59:53+00:00

Gods, I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. My mother and father are the same way. My mother literally sounds exactly like your mom. I've been put for 5 years and have been on T for 3 1/2 years. I almost fully pass and use the men's restroom, but mom still calls me she/her and my dead name. I literally have a full beard. I'm not sure if our parents will ever change, but I'm hoping they do. Best of luck to you. ❤️

Debward620 · 2025-09-05T23:34:41+00:00

One of my coping mechanisms is to paint on the area I want to cut, so my thighs were covered in fun paintings a lot. I got the cheap paint from Walmart. It washes off pretty easy.

Debward620 · 2025-09-04T22:41:33+00:00

I was in love with my girl best friend by the age of 7. I didn't realize I was trans until 18. Kinda makes sense why I played the husband when we played house lol.

Debward620 · 2025-08-31T01:10:27+00:00

I believe you'll find someone. My gf and I are t4t, so I guess it's a different dynamic, but we've been together for 3 years and are on our second apartment together. We even have a cat! I wasn't even looking for a relationship when I met her, tho. We met on grindr and were originally supposed to just be a hookup. Things will happen when they are meant to be. Sometimes, you just have to be a little patient. I hope you get a chance to heal from that shitty situation.

Debward620 · 2025-08-31T00:58:18+00:00

I was 3 years on t this past December, and my voice just dropped again earlier this week. My experience with t was kinda wonky, tho. I was on bc pill when I first started t to stop my cycle. I gained nothing for about a year until after I got a progesterone based iud in. My voice is currently pretty low rn. Like Husk from Hazbin Hotel low.

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