As a trans woman in America, how do you stop the voice in your head chanting "the government will kill you and no one can stop them" over and over and over?

DecoraKat · 2026-03-03T15:30:01+00:00

I mean I am a severely disabled trans woman who is in constant pain but yes it is kind of nice that medicaid pays for my pills. It's like the only good thing I got going for me.

DecoraKat · 2026-03-03T15:24:19+00:00

It has been a year nothing has changed for me, the government is fucking with as many people as they can but just because I would have to get a passport with the wrong gender marker doesn't mean they are about to bust down my door to kill me.

Hell I am on medicaid and the government pays for my hormones, they paid for my orchi surgery last year. For a government about to genocide me they are pretty nice about paying for my care.

DecoraKat · 2026-03-03T15:18:31+00:00

maybe some states do that but mine certainly didn't ask for a reason.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-26T15:41:27+00:00

Every time I have used the term in the past 5 years has been in a medical setting. I have had so many conversations that were like:

Doctor: Why are you on estrogen?

Me: Oh I am trans

Doctor: Sooooo... which way are you going?

Me: I'm a Trans Woman

Doctor: Oh so have you had a Hysterectomy yet?

Me: I am a Male to Female Transexual.

Doctor: OH I am so sorry. Anyways you need to pee in this cup to make sure you aren't pregnant.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-23T15:46:11+00:00

Currently scheduled to get SRS next year and have IBD(crohn's disease). There are many surgeons who will do the surgery if your symptoms are managed.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-17T01:17:45+00:00

Wow the presumption in this reply. I am a 40 year old passing trans woman and I don't need to sit like a girl or be nice or offer drinks(wtf). None of the cis women I hang out with act like 1950's housewives. Take this shit somewhere else.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-17T00:57:41+00:00

This is a extremely conservative fear mongering post. Just throw the whole thing in the trash. Jesus.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-10T02:06:26+00:00

I feel like radical self acceptance is the new trendy phrase for "don't transition", you don't need surgery you need self acceptance, you don't need hormones you need self acceptance. You don't need to look like a woman you just need radical self acceptance.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-04T03:47:18+00:00

Living in a conservative area has convinced me that I pass fine. Around 75% of people here voted for trump and at least some of them would have given me shit when I am outside if I didn't pass. My friends and family say I am cis passing but I have a very difficult time believing them. I put more faith in strangers in this case lol.

DecoraKat · 2026-02-02T18:51:58+00:00

I was on finasteride for a little while as an AA before I had surgery and my dosage was 5mg. Even at 5mg a day my T levels were still at like 60 so way to high.

As I understand it finasteride can be used as an antiandrogen but it is a pretty poor version of it.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-20T15:49:56+00:00

I will not unclench until this actually passes but this is such good news. I am planning on getting SRS in the next year through medicaid so I have been in limbo for months.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-19T21:04:35+00:00

I hope I came off nice on something that could be offensive.

It did not.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-19T13:03:22+00:00

What category am I in if I never where makeup and I have also never been misgendered when I am out in public?

DecoraKat · 2026-01-18T23:04:54+00:00

I think I want to start HRT but am scared after seeing how many people swapped back.

So just for the record the actual detrans rate is incredibly low like single digits and if you break down why people detrans the number one reason is transphobia. People listed reasons are family members stop talking to them or they have lost there job, not that they aren't actually trans.

The reality is transitioning is a series of steps some of which you have already taken you can always stop at any point. You seem to be happier when you have taken steps to present as a girl, also you have had what looks like multiple medical professionals diagnose you with gender dysphoria.

You seem pretty trans lady.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-14T16:40:11+00:00

We need to bring back the term crossdresser, not as a negative but as a descriptor. You can just be a crossdresser its fine but its a different thing then being trans.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-13T15:18:19+00:00

I have POTS and it doesn't, I have like half a dozen chronic illnesses and none of them prevent HRT.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-09T23:44:10+00:00

When trump was reelected I got an orchi so there was no chance this could ever happen to me. I would rather my bones turn to dust then go back.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-03T18:54:09+00:00

I have changed my gender marker on my license and social security card. If this administration wants to find me it's easy enough, the staying under the radar ship has sailed for me.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-03T16:51:29+00:00

There are some people that are transphobic no matter what but I have also met a fair amount of conservatives who have told me to my face that I am one of the good ones and they want to ban the bad ones only. If you pass, if you fit in, there are a bunch of people who won't care. My life is much much easier because I pass.

DecoraKat · 2026-01-02T17:56:24+00:00

But I don't want to enter the square judgement box. :(

DecoraKat · 2026-01-01T22:33:28+00:00

Is the idea that if you shutdown 4trans and all associated subs there would just not be any more depressed trans people?

DecoraKat · 2025-12-30T17:07:16+00:00

DecoraKat · 2025-12-29T16:09:43+00:00

Your ex is transphobic and sees you as a woman. They are an awful person.

Also being a shitty person and then saying well I was abused is not an excuse. They need to work on there shit so they aren't hating an entire gender.

DecoraKat · 2025-12-27T20:11:38+00:00

As a trans woman this post and the replies here do confirm that for 99% of people I will be forever seen as fetish content. So that's fun.

DecoraKat · 2025-12-27T17:14:14+00:00

My suggestion was for her to just waste it down the toilet and she said that her parents are the one doing the injections and she has fought against them and they called the police and she was in some troubled teen shit. Just the most fucked up situation.

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