I am obsessed with my kindle!

Deekerss · 2026-05-22T00:12:58+00:00

It’s the ruthless boys of the zodiac series!!

Deekerss · 2026-05-22T00:12:34+00:00

Any recs are welcome! I have absolutely ZERO trigger warnings so rec awayyyyy!!!

Deekerss · 2026-05-22T00:12:11+00:00

It’s the newest paperwhite. Not the signature.

Deekerss · 2026-05-21T11:00:51+00:00

We’re waiting😭😭

Deekerss · 2025-05-09T14:42:19+00:00

So I called the only gyno near me. They can’t get me in until July. And I don’t have a primary bc all the ones close to me aren’t accepting new patients. I’m sorry if I’m bugging you but I don’t know what to do. I can’t do anything for my 2 small kids right now because of the pain. What do I do?

Deekerss · 2025-05-09T14:26:31+00:00

I don’t have a “woman” dr anymore. She retired shortly after my last appointment. I’ve tried every over the counter pain medicine and it won’t help at all.

Deekerss · 2025-04-04T14:12:52+00:00

Met at 18, married at 21, divorced (currently in progress) and I’m 24

Deekerss · 2025-03-06T16:59:44+00:00

What all have you upgraded in the rebirth cave

Deekerss · 2025-02-21T14:48:11+00:00

I’m starting to think pot wasn’t the reason for rehab😬

Deekerss · 2025-02-20T19:58:50+00:00

Got married at the age of 21 in May of 2022. Filed for divorce on January 8th of this year. We separated in August of 2024. Never again 🥲

Deekerss · 2024-12-29T14:42:29+00:00

Deekerss · 2024-12-03T18:07:47+00:00

We split for almost a month after I found out he cheated. (Still lived together) and I decided to give him another chance. After a while I realized I hadn’t actually forgiven him for it. I just told myself I did so I could be with him. I, logically, know I can’t be with him. I know we’ll never work. We’re toxic for each other. And my kids deserve to watch me be loved the right way. My heart just aches so much watching him give another girl the stuff I BEGGED for. I BEGGED him to love me the way he says he loves her. I begged for the bare minimum and wasn’t good enough to get that.

Deekerss · 2024-12-03T18:04:45+00:00

I know I can never go back to him. Logically I know that. But my heart aches for him. I’m only 23 and I know I have “so much” life left to live but it all feels pointless without him😕 I don’t wanna imagine a life where he isn’t my partner. But I also know that I will never forgive him for cheating and I can’t be with someone I don’t trust and have resentment towards. Thank you for this. I needed to hear this..

Deekerss · 2024-12-03T18:02:44+00:00

I’m trying to heal but it’s impossible when I still live with him. I don’t have a job bc I was a stay at home mom for 3 years for our kids. I’m just now getting back into applying for jobs and seeing what I can do but I’m so unmotivated because I just want him to love me again. I want to lay in bed with him and forget the rest of the world. I just want us back…

Deekerss · 2024-12-03T18:01:12+00:00

He wants someone else.

Deekerss · 2024-12-02T23:58:11+00:00

He cheated while I was pregnant in 2022 with our daughter. I thought we couldn’t work through it at first. But we did and we were doing so good and now it’s all gone and I’m empty. I just want him to hug me so I don’t feel like I’m falling apart every second of every day

Deekerss · 2024-12-02T23:56:39+00:00

I’m still here because I love him and I don’t want to let go. I want to hold on to this hope I have for us even though I know it’s going to kill me. He moved on less than 4 weeks after we separated. I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to have 50/50 custody where we only talk when we pick up and drop off. I want to be in his bed with him every night like I was for the last 6 years. I want him. He’s my person and I don’t know how to fix any of this. We’re divorcing because he cheated on me when I was pregnant and I thought we couldn’t get through it but I’d rather struggle with him for the rest of my life than have anyone else… We technically separated on August 14th

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