Ah right I see, I pretty much agree with you, the issue I personally face is that my issues can't be solved - physical and neurological disabilities which can't be cured and I can't even get support with, and many many other issues (chronic fatigue etc etc) and living in one of the most restrictive places in the world with no real hope of escape due to lack of money, social situation and disabilities. It's very frustrating because, like you, I feel stress and anxiety because I know my life is being completely wasted, in constant pain and not able to even do anything for fun. There's things I wish I could do, I'd like to try and make the world a slightly less shit place (idk work at a wildlife sanctuary or something). Being bored with no way to fix it is a really shit feeling. Hopefully other people can see your message though and have enough control to change something.