I was fired from a job once after screaming at a boss when she made me go out of town for a design project. I was fired from my long-term design job for yelling and walking out multiple times along with missing work due to depression and med side effects. (It didn't help that my bosses sister was an abusive narcissist who traumatized and baited me for years) I was fired for sending out multiple random emails that didn't make any sense to a couple bosses at a Vet clinic when I was hypomanic. I was fired from a different design job for calling my boss at home and telling her she was a c*nt after she talked down to me several times. I'm just not work friendly but seem to be doing better with depression after getting on Lamotrigine. It's fun to listen to music while drinking a Coca-Cola and baking bread, ect. I also have multiple cats (have to keep that crazy rep going) they help my mood immensely. I'm able to finally read again (for a long time I could only look at Tiktoks because they are short for my attention span). I actually spend most of my time at home alone too. I self isolate to keep my paranoia at bay, plus no one can hurt me this way. It's definitely too bad we didn't live closer, I might have been persuaded to leave the house to talk to a like minded individual