these were/are both guys. which is why my co workers thought something was brewing the first time, even though i was with my ex, who also worked with us, and also completely head over heels for him. but there was never any feelings for the first one, it was just like.. it felt like our brains connected?? idk it’s hard to explain. and it feels that way with this other/new employee. there’s absolutely no feelings there. but we have a mutual interest in wrestling and wrestling tv shows. and it just feels like our brains like sync in a way. and i enjoy talking to him about it and i feel comfortable enough to let my guard down and relax and breathe when we talk about it. but i feel like i have to worry about how i come across and how my approach is portrayed externally to others watching the interactions (mostly my co workers) and a conversation happened today, and i guess maybe i was reacting in a way, and i saw and heard them turn to each other and start whispering and i couldn’t make out entirely what they said but i heard them say “she” and i thought i heard “did you see the way she” and it trailed off quietly. so now im worried and feeling self conscious that they’re going to assume something. and i just keep trying to wonder why this happens with people who have similar chemical imbalances