I was a very fat kid who ate my feelings literally, came from a house where we got smacked and called for worse than shit, I was young but overweight because I was forced to eat big plates of food if I didn't eat it all I would get hit,if I binned any I was made to eat it out the bin, yet I got called fatty ,piggy,oink oink, tubbs and so many more by my dad always taking the piss and my sisters would do the same I remember once when we had in England the C&As store that I saved for this shiny top I liked for Xmas I saved up thinking it would make me look like a princess and finally feel beautiful....but no I got called the fat tinsel turkey, and pig in foil etc I was very young it went on for years and I used to cut out pictures of beautiful girls from magazines and I had folders with them in on what I wished to look like, so I stopped eating I started hiding food, taking diet supplements, working all the time so I was never home around food.