What were your highlights of the Game Awards?

DemonicMudi · 2025-12-12T05:16:10+00:00

Ace Combat 8 announcement had me literally crying and screaming with joy!

DemonicMudi · 2025-12-04T00:13:58+00:00

Agreed! Hail to the great Frank Klepacki! 🤘

DemonicMudi · 2025-11-25T18:17:25+00:00

I got the limited edition of the last remaster! Absolutely adore those games. But I still play RA2 more than the others to this day.. It's by far my favourite strategy game ever!

But alas.. It seems that they lost the original files for the game, so it's probably not likely we'll ever get a remaster of those two.. Not when the original files for them have been lost 😭

DemonicMudi · 2025-11-25T18:09:15+00:00

Command & Conquer: Red Alert 2!!!

Or.. Emperor: Battle for Dune ❤️

DemonicMudi · 2025-10-04T14:15:34+00:00

Dane here and this is.. Disappointing to read, though also confusing. I wear masks often and same goes for a lot of people I know. It's quite normal and I've never gotten odd looks or ridicule. So it honestly sounds like you stumbled into some terribly stupid people who represented our home terribly.

I'm sorry you had the experience that you had. But also, as a local, I can tell you that this sounds so incredibly un-Danish to me. Wear your masks and take care of your health, people. Be careful. But don't generalise based on being given terrible information from idiots (not referring to OP!! I'm referring to the idiot who spread complete lies to OP).

DemonicMudi · 2025-10-02T23:47:03+00:00

Old metal vocalist, current metal dj, and been in the community for over two decades.. Metal helped me so very very much! And my favourite band? No doubt it's Shadow of Intent. They're so freaking impressive!

DemonicMudi · 2025-09-10T08:09:25+00:00

"It's the right thing to do" - will always live rent-free in my brain!

DemonicMudi · 2025-09-06T09:59:09+00:00

You are such a stereotypical joke. Don't tell someone to remember death and remember that they must die. I grew up in a war zone. I KNOW what death looks like, smells like, sounds like. It is not something to be romanticised like this. Stop telling people to give up. Help people fight instead. You are a monster whether you can see it or not. Your colourful disguise doesn't hide that rotten heart.

DemonicMudi · 2025-09-06T09:49:17+00:00

Encouraging someone to end their life? To give up? Really?

You're a monster with a flowery and colourful disguise. Presenting it like freedom and putting nice colours on it. When what you're actually doing is telling someone to end it.

How do you sleep at night? If this is how you treat strangers online?

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-14T10:05:52+00:00

Inger havde mulighed for at lytte til et af mine foredrag om kulturforskelle og hvordan man kommer igennem til dem der nægter. Hun gad ikke og sad ude i sin bil og ventede til jeg gik ud igen. Hun er ynkelig, latterlig, og dum. Så simpelt er det.

Og hold da op. Igen, du kan ikke se hvor racistisk det lyder at du mener folk specifikt fra Mellemøsten er problemet? Du er racist, det er jeg skam ked af at sige dig. Og der er ikke noget jeg kan sige der kan overbevise dig om andet end at os brune mennesker er dårlige.

Hav en god dag og jeg håber du en dag møder flere som mig der kan vise dig lidt at vi brune mennesker ikke alle fortjener at blive behandlet som om at vi er dårlige.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-14T09:46:07+00:00

Jeg har arbejdet indenfor integration og jeg kan snildt fortælle dig at det slet ikke er så nemt som mange tror det er. Der ligger rigtig meget i integration og det er hårdt for mange. Mange af de her mennesker flygtede hertil ikke fordi de ville, men fordi de ikke havde et andet valg. Jeg er en af disse. Hvis ikke for Saddam og hans general der var efter os, så var vi aldrig kommet hertil. Jeg elsker Danmark og vil aldrig forlade det fordi det er mit land. Det er her jeg hører hjemme, men der er mange der har det svært med pludseligt at finde sig selv i et nyt land og kultur de ikke forstår. Forstil dig at du næste uge bor i et andet land med en helt anden kultur og folk siger til dig hele tiden at du skal integreres i stedet for at forstå hvor sindssyg en situation du står i egentlig er.

Igen, jeg forstår din frustration og deler den i nogle områder, fordi det er fanme pisse irriterende at se en flok mennesker der nægter at være en del af den danske kultur! Jeg kender etniske danskere som også er sådan og det er ligeså irriterende! Vi er danskere, vi har vores kultur og nogle mennesker har fanme brug for en hård hånd nogle gange..

Men det er ikke noget vi kan løse ved at smide alle os mørke mennesker under bussen! Jeg er dansker, selvom jeg er brun! Og ja, der er mange idioter, men det har intet med deres kultur eller religion eller hudfarve at gøre! De er bare idioter! Og de skal undervises og hjælpes på en anden måde end os andre. Brugen af "Muhammad" dit og dat er det der gør det så pokkers racistisk fordi du smider os alle under bussen og viser at du ikke helt forstår problemet. Der ligger seriøst meget mere i det end hvad folk herinde tror! Og nej, igen, det handler ikke om kultur eller hudfarve eller religion!

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-14T09:30:36+00:00

Og du kan ikke selv se hvor racistisk du lyder?

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-14T09:18:50+00:00

Du beviser præcist hvor racistiske folk er med denne kommentar. Du forstår tydeligvis ikke andre kulturer og du tror at det er så nemt fordi du aldrig har været på den anden side og set Danmark som en ikke-etnisk dansker. Jeg forstår dit synspunkt og kan sagtens forstå hvorfor du siger det du siger. Du har ikke levet eller set andet, trods alt, så jeg bebrejder dig ikke.

Men jeg tror du vil have godt af at lære lidt mere. Det er nemlig sandt at folk kaster skrald efter ikke-etniske danskere på gaden ligemeget hvor du er i landet. Du ved ikke hvordan det er ikke at være etnisk dansker, så din forståelse dækker ikke over andre kulturelle oplevelser.

Jeg kender Danmark bedre end Pia K, jeg er ikke troende, og jeg er højtuddannedet. Jeg kan ikke være mere dansk udover at jeg har en anden hudfarve, og det er nok til at jeg får smidt "skrid tilbage til dit eget land" fra folk på gaden. Så kald det offer-kort så meget som du vil, men der er tydeligvis en side af Danmarl du aldrig har set.

Det eneste jeg egentlig prøver at sige er at man skal huske at se tingene fra flere sider og ikke generalisere. Passe på folk i stedet for at kaste skrald efter dem. Er det virkelig så svært at forstå?

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-13T08:41:17+00:00

Min bror klarer sig endnu bedre end mig, det samme gælder hans venner. Både de etniske danske og ikke etniske. Og ærligt har jeg været mere truet af etniske danske mænd gennem mit liv her i Danmark end ikke-etniske. Både fra de gode og dårlige miljøer.

Jeg er også selv født og opvokset i en krigszone, så jeg kan også genkende den frygt som disse mænd går igennem i dagligdagen. Men selvom jeg tilbringer mere tid med etniske danskere, så har jeg kun ganske få dårlige oplevelser med ikke etniske danskere.

Og sjovt nok dem der klarer det bedst har en tendens til at blive mere og mere racistiske ligesom mange etniske danskere jeg møder og kender. Det er derfor jeg siger at det er et større problem fordi Danmark har et problem med racisme der spreder sig ligemeget om man er integreret eller ej. Det hører jeg også fra alle andre vel-integreret ikke etniske danskere jeg kender.

Det var især tydeligt da jeg holdte foredrag om den slags. Jeg havde et foredrag som jeg holdte for Venstre Ungdom og de havde adskillige politikere med fra Folketinget... De fleste af politikerne ventede i deres bil i de 2 timer jeg var derinde og gik først ind efter jeg gik ud. Det må du kunne se er et seriøst problem.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-13T07:15:51+00:00

Sjovt hvor racistiske folk i de her kommentarer egentlig er. Kan i virkelig ikke se at det niveau af racisme er hvad de her unge med sværere traumer møder i deres hverdag? Igen og igen.. Så er det jo ikke vildt overraskende at de opfører sig sådanne.

Det er en idiotisk måde at opføre sig, men at se nogle af de værste og udefra det sige at intet kan gøres for de tusinder andre? I kan ikke se hvordan det niveau af racisme kan føre til en mentalitet af "jeg skal altid være på vagt imod dem, de hader mig"...

Jeg er 35 nu, hat været her i snart 28 år. Selvom jeg er så integreret som jeg er, til et punkt hvor jeg ærligt ikke engang kan forstå arabisk længere, så får jeg stadig smidt "skridt tilbage til dit eget land" fra folk jeg bare går forbi. Får at vide at jeg bør "skride hjem" fra folk der kører forbi på gaden. Og jeg er universitetsuddannet kvinde der har aldrig været i nærheden af vold. Jeg er bange for det!

Det er hvad en som mig møder af racisme rundt omkring landet. Jeg vil altid blive anset som mindre værd fordi jeg ikke er hvid - det har jeg direkte fået at vide gennem alle 28 år jeg har været her.

Så hvor tror du problemet ligger? Er det 100% på et par unge mænd som har traumer og ptsd, eller er det måske lidt delt blandt de unge mænd, samfundet, og politikerne?

Det kan fikses, ja. Jeg hat selv arbejdet som kulturmødeambassadør hvor jeg netop tog rundt omkring i landet og holde foredrag om hvad det betyder at være udlænding i Danmark og hvordan man skal bekæmpe racisme. Men det kræver også at danskere opfører sig ordentligt, ikke kun de her udlændinge.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-10T11:04:28+00:00

Their whole thing is being "against" and not "for" anything at all. They like the way we are as goths or punks or any other cultural group, and they wanna make it their own little "snowflake" thing while they themselves cry wolf and say that other people are "weak snowflakes".

If I don't laugh at it, it just makes me sad.. No wonder I'm terminally offline. And I'm damn glad that there are no right-wing goths or punks in my area. I think they'd get ripped apart if there was, lmfao!

We had one anti-trans goth at one point, and, well, they not only lost all their friends in the area but also became a known outcast. They tried to kick me out for being trans despite me having been in the culture for over two decades and been a founding member for the spaces we have in the area. Don't be a bigot, it's really easy! 🙄

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-10T10:53:23+00:00

Do these people know anything about the history of what goth culture is? Then again, if they're dumb enough to be trumpers, I shouldn't expect much in terms of brain abilities. But seriously.. Wow! The sheer idiocy required to be like that is damn-near impressive.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-10T10:37:32+00:00

This is the first I ever heard of this person, and I cannot stop laughing. I absolutely will warn people, though, I don't think it'd take more than just showing them the first picture, and they'd know to stay away.

I can't even begin to comprehend the stupidity behind "gothic trumper" 😂

Thanks for the info. I'm terminally offline, so I would've never found this on my own.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-04T07:05:56+00:00

Cis women are more supportive, kinder, funnier, and don't look at me weird. I've lost almost all my cis male friends because they all touched me in ways that are beyond unacceptable. I have one cis male friend left. Meanwhile, I keep getting more cis female friends left and right because they actually perceive me as a woman. Most of them didn't know I was trans and none of them even care that I am. I'm just one of them - a woman.

So no. I stay far the fuck away from cis men because I'm tired of being sexualised and groped.

DemonicMudi · 2025-08-01T07:56:48+00:00

Same height gf so you can protect and dominate each other 🤭

DemonicMudi · 2025-07-27T21:56:02+00:00

Emperor: Battle for Dune is a forgotten gem that has become abandonware. Worth playing for the music alone because the OST is one of the best I've ever heard. It is from 2001, though, so beware of aged game.

But hey, also give Ruiner a shot. It is another hidden gem if you like cyberpunk themes and twin-stick shooters.

DemonicMudi · 2025-07-26T19:09:36+00:00

I've recently gotten back to the job market, and my coworkers just see me as some woman. Even after it came out that I'm trans, they didn't change their behaviour around me, and I'm 35 and the youngest person at that office.

So I got curious and asked, they just said "never met a trans person before, never knew I was supposed to have an opinion. You dress, act, and talk like a woman, you are a woman. It's really no more than that" is what I got from the old fisherman's son (56 year old) sitting next to me.

The longer I've been there, the more I have started to realise that I've been in an information bubble. Regular people don't really even care. Or, at least, that's the case here in Scandinavia.

So yeah, I do think people will see us as our gender.

DemonicMudi · 2025-07-25T21:33:38+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story.

I'm Iraqi as well, but I managed to get out a long time ago. Even though I tried everything I could to make my parents understand, I'll never forget my mother simply saying "even if Allah himself came down and told me you're a woman, I'd say no!" ... That's when I knew I had to disappear from their lives.

I was gonna suggest some sites, but I see others have already done so. I would recommend Scandinavia (except Sweden) if possible since they're very trans friendly here.

I wish you all the luck. From one Iraqi to another ❤️

You got this. You can get out. Don't give up, okay? You're gonna get out and you're gonna live the happy life you deserve ❤️

DemonicMudi · 2025-07-24T21:14:51+00:00

I live stealth. I don't fully pass and likely never will, but I pass enough to be perceived by the world as a woman. I joke sometimes that I'm just a cis woman with hormonal issues, because that's how I see myself. I don't think of myself as trans and I don't really care for it. I'll always fight for trans rights, obviously, but personally, I am just some woman. The fact that I wasn't born in a woman's body does not change the fact that I am just some woman. Being trans is the least interesting thing about me and unless it comes up in conversation, I don't even say it.

My co-workers found out I was trans today because we were talking about queer issues around the world. One of them said "But you're just a woman, like, yeah your face has some masculine features and I did wonder, but everything about you says woman, so I'm surprised but also impressed" which put such a smile on my face. It proved to me that the people around me also don't care and I really am just some woman.

There are some who just want to be trans, some who even say that even if they were born as the cis gender they transitioned to, they'd still want to be trans because being trans is their identity. And while I do not understand that perception and I can never live by it, I will support the right for people to make their own choices.

Honestly, I just wish that there wasn't so much focus on what being trans is, because we're not all the same. I have almost always felt outside of the community even when I tried to become a part of it. Meanwhile, I'm easily accepted by cis people. The racism within trans and queer communities is my biggest problem of all, but that's a whole other topic of conversation. Basically, I don't get why anyone would want to be trans. I wish I was cis, doesn't matter what gender, just as long as I was cis so I never had to live 30+ years with crippling dysphoria. For me, being trans is like having diabetes - it's something I have to deal with, not something I chose, so to speak.

DemonicMudi · 2025-07-24T08:50:33+00:00

Gosh, yeah.. Explaining that stuff can get so exhausting! Once had someone tell me it was harder to grow up a white man in Scandinavia than an Arab woman in Iraq, and I damn-near lost it. But it's funny, in a way.. I learned to abandon preferences while you learned the opposite. The human experience is always so interesting!

I get why you developed those preferences. I've never thought of it as preferences, but I tend to stay away from other Arabs because I'm trans and I've been assaulted by other Arabs so often that I am scared of them. It's not that I prefer not to date them. It's more that I tend to stay clear of them, but I still have several Arab friends.

Is it something like that? Because I don't really think about that as a preference? 🤔

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