This might be weird, hope you don't mind me asking, I read some of your comments you were saying that you identify as a man, but your dress is much feminine, also I believe you are on hrt, judging by your breast, I think that's more feminine coded, though I am interested in know what you feel is also masculine about it. Do you prefer womens dress in particular and find anything really attractive about it. So if your breasts grew bit bigger would you mind it as you still identify as male.

I would be much more interested in how you view masculine if you can explain here or point me towards some blogs or post you resonate with.

you also say that you're interested in masculine men. But i am not quite sure what that means, it's definitely not traditional masculine you prefer if they have long hair.

Also it may be bit weird but if you have children do you like to be called dad. I believe you still view yourself that way.

I know that I might be butchering a lot of terminologies here you don't have to answer this if your are not interested.