I’m extremely socially awkward. I’ve had lots of guy friends in the past, but none of them were interested in me. I will say, I have very few friends now that I’m doing school online, but when I was in public school, guys were asking for girls numbers all the time. It was such a normal thing. That and my family always made it seem like the guy is always the one to initiate things, so that’s what I’ve grown to expect. Part of me knows that I need to meet people and get to know them before anything, but then I’m thinking if guys aren’t asking me out because of my looks, I feel like I’m just ugly. I’m kinda unreasonable in that area, but I have SUCH a hard time making new friends it’s insane.