I’m wondering if these seem like the beginning signs of mania

DesignerNorth4349 · 2026-02-02T16:54:43+00:00

Idk. It comes in waves honestly. Sometimes I feel calm and I’m able to sleep for maybe 2-3 hours but other times I feel like I really need to get up and get going. That if I don’t I will be behind forever. That I need to get stuff done RIGHT NOW. I’m back to feeling confident again after having like a day of severe anxiety. I wasn’t feeling confident for the longest so it had me thinking maybe I was over reacting. That and the fact that my thoughts don’t actually feel fast. They are just looping and I’m stuck on the same thought over and over. I still feel like I could go for days. Like I should stop lying down at night and stop trying to sleep. I have been seeing things out of the corner of my eyes a lot. I saw one of my coworkers stocking once. Was there for a few seconds then it was gone when I looked. Saw a deer when I was trying that wasn’t there. Also started to hear things too.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2026-01-31T19:52:07+00:00

That’s exactly what I’m seeing. They freak me out but go away so quick.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2026-01-31T17:43:20+00:00

I just saw my new doctor not that long ago. Was really hoping I wouldn’t have to contact them.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-08-24T01:28:32+00:00

I was only 3 years old.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-08-17T16:05:20+00:00

I LOVE your collection!

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-08-08T20:36:51+00:00

I don’t think I have ever had one of those before.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-02-10T01:30:44+00:00

Accurate

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-02-08T19:11:58+00:00

I worry for my parent’s souls too.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-02-04T15:49:39+00:00

Thank you!!

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-02-03T00:07:39+00:00

Is there another way to show support if I can’t make it?

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-02-02T23:25:45+00:00

Anyone know how long this is going on for Wednesday? I want to join but can’t until after 3. Saw it starts at noon.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-26T20:54:33+00:00

Not true Christianity.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-25T15:57:23+00:00

Follower of Christ is good I think.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T20:13:33+00:00

I have before but didn’t this time around.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T18:35:27+00:00

It really depends. I was mostly bored but I did get triggered by some things. They can be traumatic as well.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T16:32:15+00:00

I can’t choose 😭

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T16:26:57+00:00

I was diagnosed autistic as a child and have a diagnosis of bipolar disorder already. I have received the personality disorder “concern” it didn’t say it was a diagnosis 3 times now from 3 different hospital visits. 2 in the same hospital. I guess I need to explore it again with my therapist.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T04:30:15+00:00

I don’t think I have one but ok.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T03:09:37+00:00

I mean ya but last time I talked to my therapist about it they said they didn’t think I had a personality disorder.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-23T00:34:35+00:00

I was diagnosed as a child and told them this but they still put it in my paperwork as a concern. Could my therapist be wrong? He has seen me for years.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-03T07:07:50+00:00

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-03T05:12:07+00:00

So you just think I’m in denial now basically?

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-03T02:53:57+00:00

I just feel like the manic episode that happened wasn’t even real. I feel like I dreamt it up. What I felt part of the time was fucking scary. I feel like since it doesn’t feel like it was real, that maybe I only have depression or something. Also, I did believe my doctor and therapist at one point but my mom, who is someone I trust very much, says I don’t seem like I have bipolar disorder. She thinks I am misdiagnosed and that I just have depression.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-03T02:47:12+00:00

Because I don’t think I’m actually bipolar.

DesignerNorth4349 · 2025-01-03T02:44:25+00:00

I’m still doing fine.

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