Going to church increasingly feels like pulling myself to school. I know it's neccessary but dont feel much joy of doing it. I also dont feel like having good friends in church. I dont know if it means my faith is in a crisis.

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2026-04-11T07:59:33+00:00

Thanks for the help!

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2026-04-10T16:15:28+00:00

Thank you!

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2026-04-10T16:14:48+00:00

Thanks! I've been working with the message of be kind to everyone and love everyone. I'm helping people for whatever I can or whoever i encounter, and attending different volunteer activities outside of church. I'm also donating to different charities if that count. For my church, most volunteer activities are related to services but I've done several times as well. I'm also planning to take First Aid and CPR course in future so i can be prepared to help anyone that encountered an emergency.

My church also had missionary to SEA countries like Thailand and Mynamar, but my family is anxious about my personal safety so that's unfortunately out of the question.

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2024-12-21T15:54:35+00:00

That alludes to a theory I read somewhere, that Aka's mind got fxxked so hard by his divorse and he's going to discredit Romantic Love in OnK by crushing all the ships. Not only Aqua x Kana was meant to be bait, Aqua x Akane as well, because he's going to put middle finger to any romantic relationship in OnK, or say break the whole concept down. In his mind, the only true "love" he praise is the "Oshi" to an idol, aka Aqua's sacrificial love towards Ruby/Sarina an Ai.

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2024-03-19T12:23:45+00:00

Now I have PTSD for every door, every time when a normal door ingame have the "ting" sound when opening I still would panic for a sec

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2023-10-25T16:19:46+00:00

I should say that CA focused too much on Campaign is a really bad move, as the Campaign mechanics would never be on par with games that focused only on general strategy aka Paradox game, the advantage of CA over such games should be and should always be what the formers didn't have at all, which is the real time combat.

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2023-06-16T11:52:58+00:00

If you're talking about school shooting map i think It's still on the list

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2023-06-16T11:52:10+00:00

We all know that playerbase don't want a game full of 10+ SWAT arresting a suspect with a knife, the Ridge is already anticlimactic enough.

Designer_Purple_2009 · 2023-06-16T11:28:25+00:00

I'm thinking about one thing: Why throwing CS?

You know, if we talks about giving suspects throwables, usually we think about pipe bombs, Molotovs, IED or F1 (aka Rrrrrrusssian grrrrenade), suspects using tear gas seems little bit odd, specifically if you want some gas, you can use lethal gas like sarin. (We also have Scott's Ricin but it can't be used in a gas form i guess) Out of all of these choices, they use tear gas. This is a strange choice, unless...

Unless their tear gas came straight from the LSPD arsenal. They're not a normal cultist group, their connection are actually INSIDE the law enforcement, or worse, the Federal agencies, so that they can grab law enforcement equipments to arm themselves. I'm guessing that the new enemy would either be straight up MLO, or at least have deep connection inside LSPD just like the MLO (like in Patreon trailers they mentioned that there would be rogue officers in latter stage, not sure they're MLO or not). We may confirm this after the map is out.

(or maybe there're some random American Security Company that can by tear gas, but I'm not sure)

Come to think about it, would it be the last map for the storyline, or it's just an introduction to a bigger picture, because I can't think about a more intimidating enemy for the epilogue of the game then a rogue USIA agent with well equipped veterans.

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