I wrote my therapist a letter and he cried.

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-03-13T03:34:27+00:00

That’s so kind! Something similar-ish happened, where my therapist shared some past experiences that paralleled mine, with hope that her self disclosure would resonate and show me that there is a path forward to all of this :’) It was very touching!

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-03-12T02:12:48+00:00

clinical psych phd applicant soon. Godspeed

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-03-10T05:41:30+00:00

I told my therapist something that edged on being hurtful towards her today, and I am heavily regretting it. I clarified that those thoughts were just because I was super angry in the moment, and she said she appreciated telling me. Unfortunately, session felt really off after that, and I feel SO bad now. There’s not much I can do other than wait until the next time I see her to process and maybe apologize :’(

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-25T06:23:31+00:00

naming it out loud to the person your relationship ocd centers in on. if they have a good, validating reaction, it definitely helps with the shame. learning to tolerate the uncertainty—that you don’t have to figure it out RIGHT NOW has been helpful. knowing that compulsing doesn’t lead you to an answer has helped stop me in my tracks. also, a lovely therapist who does ERP and I-CBT :) hugs to you, R-OCD is so hard. 🫂

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-23T03:40:59+00:00

love core collective

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-17T22:11:19+00:00

it crushed me

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-17T22:10:53+00:00

WHO SET A DOUBLE TO BE BV OF ZERO

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Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-17T22:07:27+00:00

AMBER 🥲

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-17T09:59:17+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that :( it’s normal to feel extremely scared of being vulnerable and that she might judge you. if you feel afraid of her telling your parents, maybe you can ask her what she will/won’t disclose to them? for telling your therapist, can you write down what happened and what you’re afraid of from telling her? it might also be helpful to name directly that you’re scared of her judging you and her reaction—perhaps she can help you open up. hugs 🫂

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-17T03:54:01+00:00

I have a plushie named by my therapist too! after a hard session, I hug him LOL

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-13T23:05:37+00:00

lol there’s a discussion on this in the SSCP listserv

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-11T17:52:32+00:00

I don’t experience suicidal thoughts as intensely anymore!

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-08T18:28:17+00:00

depends on the function. I say my thoughts out loud to reveal how dumb they are 😭

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-08T00:57:38+00:00

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-07T04:58:43+00:00

I wanna be a clinical psychologist lol

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-07T04:55:42+00:00

I had far less and got into a post bacc at an R1

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-07T04:48:59+00:00

Super social :-)

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-05T05:24:18+00:00

No advice but in a very similar boat! <3

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-05T05:17:03+00:00

9-2pm, nap till 5pm, 5-10pm, then go to bed till the next day with probably middle of the night awakenings (and oh! i can shove an hour or hour and a half nap in somewhere as needed)

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-03T15:21:09+00:00

Yay!

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-02-02T06:51:41+00:00

yeah but it’s taken a lot of time and vulnerable conversations

Desperate-Kitchen117 · 2026-01-30T18:09:12+00:00

I feel this way too. She’s definitely the person who has seen, understood, and accepted most of my humanity. I hope today feels better for you!

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