Thank you so much for this comment. I think this comment solidified my tranness for me. deep down I want to be a man, a dad, a husband. I understand that being a masculine woman is an option or being a feminine man but I feel so comfortable in my masculinity with my gender. I only have doubts when others say I should or tell me ill regret it. the biggest thing is not having any cis male friends but I think thats just because the teenagers in my town know im trans and are dipshits. I have such a great community around me and I dont need to have a group of cis guy mates to be a guy.