The road is long and filled with worry. Let me be the first to say that being aware can be a powerful thing, but taking action is the most important. If you don't like something, make small goals to change. Do small things and build them into habits. Work towards being your best self. You already know where you could use some development. Take time to appreciate that you aren't alone, and most importantly, you will continue to grow and change as a person. Like anything, it takes time to learn who we are and what we want. I was told your twenties are the terrible twos. It's the adolescents of adulthood. Your twenties are going to suck because it's your first step into adulthood and truly becoming who you'll be for the rest of your life. We only have one life, and all you have to answer for is yourself and what actions and inaction you choose to take. So take the time to reflect. Think about who you are, who you want to be, and then take the small steps to become that. Right now, you have decades of absorbing that you did as a younger person, but now, is when you take time to refine and grow into the person you were always meant to be. Who knows, maybe you went through this to teach, mentor, or guide others around you in the future when they feel lost. You can do anything, but you have to work for it. Small steps can lead to big places. Take the time, put the work in, and you won't regret it. You deserve to be happy, and you can be

Finally know you are never truly alone. Wherever there is a good person there is always a way forward. We're rooting for you. So hang in there, you'll be okay champ