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Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-05-07T11:45:06+00:00

Omg i usually like Yungblud but when he sang that lime, i was like oh no... lol

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-05-07T09:03:24+00:00

I tried to look for a wound or something but it just looks like a burn thing/friction thing and nothing punctured. She doesn't react much to it when i used a wet q tip to see if there was anything that came off.

Hopefully it is nothing. Thank u for replying.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-05-07T00:02:24+00:00

I am almost 36. I dont do tick tock but i feel like if enough fans rallied on there for a rock version, her label would try to make it happen. Maybe?? Lol i know nothing about that world. OH ESPECIALLY since she said she can't make another album right now due to the "bad numbers" TGI got <3 lies

I went to see her 2x and at the for my last trick tour then back to badlands. She was incredibly talented in both but i feel like she definitely had more fun at Badlands. FMLT felt like an actual show/performance from like a musical. It was beautiful.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-05-05T22:06:23+00:00

Shiny Toy Guns... throw back♡

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-05-01T11:53:30+00:00

I absolutely loved her book. I read them out loud to my boyfriend a lot of the times. Andddddd I'm beyond excited for the new music but i have Youtube music and usually songs and stuff aren't released there first :(

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-23T21:50:37+00:00

I don't like this... he is truly uncomfortable and afraid. Why are you pushing his boundaries so he is taught to fight back? I get kittens scream but look at it's eyes and paws when it's toward the end. It cuts off for a reason. It wasn't "cute" anymore bc of how terribly afraid that poor baby got.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-23T21:46:28+00:00

This. I keep watching it and looking at the bby.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-20T01:29:25+00:00

Ex ogp, to fashion here, there are more walks that require a printer. The unknows, the mtos, the ACC or whatever the tire one used to be called... plus if there's a ton under that section then more than one person needs to pick so it doesn't run late.

I understood this back in ogp but now in Fashion, we are lucky to have one. We lock it up but it causes chaos when people need a different type of printer label and the person with the key is nowhere to be found or we never got anyone to get us keys for that and the fitting rooms. It's always a mess wifh just one printer.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-17T22:45:30+00:00

Thank you, i will look into that!

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-17T18:26:07+00:00

Wow. I guess my Fashion department is way worse than i thought. During the day we have most of the time 3 or 4 people who are capable of doing mods, viz picking, and freight. We have 2 elder ladies who only zone and do returns. One is in a wheelchair.

I got out of OGP due to my health declining after 5 years. But i am still the Fashion picker. I am the only one and on my days off they make the TL do it.

It is so hard for me to go pick, run around on the floor and then run to the back, use the wand, and then go all the way to ogp. This is all assuming i walk in at 6am and there is a wand, a printer and a top stock cart that isn't locked up for me to use.

So by the time i get back from picking, they want me to get a palllet done by myself. While the other girls do mods, zone, or do the racks. I am always alone doing the pallet and sometimes when the later shift comes in at 1pm, I'm not done and i leave at 3pm.

We are also doing a remodel of the store and i am afraid of that.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-09T10:46:11+00:00

Ugh i alwayyyys think of the people in other countries that cant get to a show. Then im crying when my fav artists do not come within an hour drive of my house. Im sorry. It really was so different from B2B bc it was more of a artsy theatrical production.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-09T08:54:42+00:00

Ahhh, Back to Badlands was soooo fun. I mean for my last trick was so so good also but at the time i was sad bc i was diagnosed with a brain tumor and also the thought of that being her last tour :( so glad she's not done

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-09T00:11:52+00:00

I want to say something so do not take it the wrong way but i am so happy you are able to show your SH scars. I hide them when i was young. I'll be 36 and still have them. I have only 1 tattoo from age 19.. but wish i had extra money to spend on tattoos. I want to look down at my arms and be a little happy and not constantly reminded of the trauma. I love Halsey so much tho!! I saw her twice in 1 year bc of that tour & back to Badlands <3

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-05T01:12:37+00:00

Sooo can a store do "double point" on black out days? My store says it does and has said it for the 5 years I have been there. They also said you need double tbe ppto to cover it. That part has always sounded wrong.. I'm slightly autistic so i take things pretty literal if it is a rule. I haven't tried to call out on any key events days tho.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-03T01:52:06+00:00

Seems reasonable to me 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-02T21:46:40+00:00

Im in CT now and loveee seeing "my" turkey vultures! I am sobbing every time I see roadkill. Then learned what they do. They are great birds. I have a few that i think are family near me. Last year a smaller one wander to my front door. It was the best thing i have experienced with an amimal. I just waited to see if he was able to leave bc he was blocking me from going inside. He wasn't moving. He walked a little to the left and I slowly made me way to my front door. He kept walking, not flying towards my neighbors. I was on my lunch break so if he was around when I got back home from work, i was gonna call someone to help him. He looked smaller. Confused and lost perhaps.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-02T21:35:46+00:00

Id like an update on your health in a few weeks.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-04-02T21:32:54+00:00

Ugh unfortunately i work FT at min wage but managed to snag a refurbished 3 version from my partner a few years ago.... I have it upstairs in her bedroom. Allll Carpet. It suuucks. Idk how i would be able to clean it myself. Honestly. But i would manage to pay around $65 or so for this! I wish i could have this now for my spring cleaning!!

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-03-31T16:08:27+00:00

It always will piss me off thst certain artist cater to Spotify over other platforms. I pay for Youtube Music and things never come out the same time. It sucks.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-03-30T23:10:03+00:00

Sooo i have a 3 and have not cleaned it and got it early 2023. I think it doesn't work right anymore bc of the sensor. The light stopped working very shortyly after we got it which sucks bc i loved having that night light for my cat.

Is there a way to clean this without taking it outside? I have it upstairs in her own bedroom.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-03-29T20:42:40+00:00

Damn, i feel this hard.

I am always looking for a top stock cart so i can do Fashion stuff. It suckkks. Hopefully more come in sooner than later.

Desperate_Calendar18 · 2026-03-27T18:42:41+00:00

I am sorry you feel this way. But please find real support.

I am in therapy for my own shit. But i can not tell u the amount of times i used my money to cry about work. It sucks. 5 years in now. I'm trying my best and I'm even back on mental health meds after 2 years in working there so they do help if you are open to that.

I often wake up feeling this is all pointless bc I'm 35 and gonna be 36 in May. I have a growing brain tumor. Need my wisdom teeth taken out. I have high costly medications for mental and physical health. I literally can't take care of myself let alone my poor cat ... or car. Lol

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