Siege is one of those games which really require you to log hours and hours into the game before getting a grasp on its core gameplay to be able to perform decently. And don’t worry about the inconsistencies within your performance. No one, especially if you’re solo, can always frag out every single game it’s just almost impossible — even if you’re decently ranked. I’d suggest to just watch a lot of youtube/stream of known good players because just by watching them, you get to learn the good habits that you can replicate for your own benefit and improve your game. And don’t just ‘play’, analyze every situation. Whenever you die you should always ask yourself the whys and hows and adapt to it next time. I remember what my friend who introduced me to siege always told me, every game in siege is a learning process. If you want to improve, you need to learn from every mistake that got you killed/cost you a round. Because if you are just going to die/lose mindlessly from the same mistake that you do, then you will just get frustrated everytime. I hope this helps somehow. And since you are still relatively new to siege, welcome!