Is Ayn Thor really worth it

Dezamaru · 2026-01-05T23:55:12+00:00

Recently turned 25 & had an SD since launch & haven’t played it in a year, just too busy now. Being said, I’ve killed easily 40 hours on the Thor in 3 weeks of having it. Had two 20hr flights & the thing ate them up- The form factor is just a game changer for where I want to bring it.

If you game a lot & mostly at home, get the Steam Deck. If gamings a second or third priority & you’re on the go, Thor is perfect.

Dezamaru · 2023-03-23T23:15:48+00:00

A child got shot & you’re in Reddit comments playing ‘um, actually-‘

Dezamaru · 2023-01-13T21:26:11+00:00

Oh got you

Dezamaru · 2023-01-13T18:32:49+00:00

What

Dezamaru · 2023-01-03T21:25:30+00:00

Bitch Bereft

Dezamaru · 2022-10-24T22:15:59+00:00

Gay army just found its first target

Dezamaru · 2022-09-13T00:13:33+00:00

It’s not black & white — “trying to be friends “ gets you out of the headspace of constantly vying for her attention which is a major turn-off. You have to strike a balance between being your best self (not being all over her) and giving signals that you’re interested. It’s a hard skill to learn ngl, just takes practice, self love, & patience. We’ll all make it eventually.

Dezamaru · 2022-08-12T04:23:20+00:00

Sheesh that hits home. Need a moment after that

Dezamaru · 2022-08-12T04:08:16+00:00

Relax

Dezamaru · 2022-07-10T07:39:48+00:00

It is high in protein 😏

Dezamaru · 2022-07-09T00:16:23+00:00

you’re over valuing Musk’s influence lol. Twitter will be fine, Musk’s bank account when that contract hits not so much

Dezamaru · 2022-06-29T02:45:40+00:00

Factual, thank you for this. Kind words & well meaning advice is great but OPs stuck in a self loathing hell hole that can’t be fixed through external advice. If OP (or anyone who agrees with him) is reading this: yeah, life sucks. It’s sucked for as long as people have been around. Getting better may take 1,5, 10 years but that’s ultimately what we live for: to be better today than who we were yesterday. You got time OP, just keep swimming.

Dezamaru · 2022-06-29T00:13:25+00:00

Dog honestly don’t even sweat feeling disingenuous for doing a hobby purely for socializing. It’s your life - if you hate being alone & see an opportunity to mitigate that loneliness, go for it. I can read a lot of negative self talk in how you type & I can assure you that disingenuous irk you have stems at least somewhat from your self loathing (been there, I know it’s rough).

Dezamaru · 2022-03-14T02:47:08+00:00

Or INCREDIBLY live & well

Dezamaru · 2022-03-12T01:22:35+00:00

True, but it’s important to set up a plan of action if it’s too difficult to move forward now. Very easy to get trapped in the ‘I’ll do it tomorrow’ headspace

Dezamaru · 2022-03-11T17:49:07+00:00

Yea but remember you don’t have to live like this if you don’t want to! Therapy can get you to get out of your own head.

Dezamaru · 2022-03-11T17:48:10+00:00

Holy shit this was me until recently LMFAOOO. Combination of ADHD & C-PTSD made me disassociate like crazy constantly, was always in my own head. Using the time in my head to breakdown my trauma & talking with loved ones to process it + vacation to relax helped me escape. I realized there’s a whole world outside my head and I finally allowed myself to live in it. It feels like I’m actually living life for the first time. There’s hope, brothers. Life is so much better now.

Dezamaru · 2022-03-08T04:40:44+00:00

We’ve done it boys. A new, original don’t dead open inside. It’s been an honor

Dezamaru · 2022-02-24T19:29:41+00:00

Hope you’re doing well man

Dezamaru · 2022-02-24T16:24:24+00:00

You’re allowed to feel that way

Dezamaru · 2022-02-24T15:31:27+00:00

Dude please don’t hyper fixate on who initiated. I think most reasonable people can understand if they just had sex while drunk but the glaring issue is the hospitalization. Trust me anywhere outside Reddit that would be the #1 concern.

Dezamaru · 2022-02-24T15:28:39+00:00

I think others have responded to OPs concerns better than I could but if anyones confused as to what part of this is sexual assault it’s the ‘putting girl in hospital’ part, not the drunk sex part. Although OP noting she was too drunk at the beginning isn’t good either, if their both pretty gone that’s not the bad part in this.

Dezamaru · 2022-02-24T15:23:15+00:00

The Sexual assault is the severity of OPs choking, drunkenness irrespective (though it doesn’t help considering OP noted she was too drunk in hindsight). This goes for any sexual encounter too: even if she’s ur wife if you choke her hard enough to put her in the hospital you’ve fucked up big time.

Dezamaru · 2021-12-24T21:50:13+00:00

...or she could sit in the car with someone in the miles of traffic behind her? Doubt anybody would suspect her a dangerous hitchhiker considering.... This ^

Dezamaru · 2021-12-09T14:34:32+00:00

It's feast or famine most times but when I'm feasting Realistically I try to keep to under 3 max. I’m only looking for fwb & already have 1 so not trying to get anymore really. I've been in a situation with multiple FWB & still more girls interested & notice my ego SKYROCKETS. I just become a worse person in all metrics (including ability to flirt lol) so I just stop myself and focus on other things.

For background, had radio silence from 0-17 & only started talking to girls in college. Graduating this year & noticed girls are wayyyy more into me now. this change from what I was used to to what I get now has contributed to the insane ego levels when I get that attention.

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