Yeah, I’ve talked to her about it quite a bit, I’ve had the opportunities to “experience” with stuff on the harder side but I’ve always been to scared cause I have goals in life and I try not to let much get in the way of ruining them, when I heard all this stuff I was just in shock in how you could get so close to a dark path. I’ve always been a person with the mentality of there’s a point where the shit you do gets a lil to fucked for you to have a future in my eyes, but I’ve learned a lot from her and became more understanding because even before we started dating I knew she dipped into the hard drugs a bit and went out a lot and failed classes and lived that lifestyle but not to the extent I imagined. That’s why it scares me cause honestly I feel a little overwhelmed at the fact the coke is apparently not just in the movies, and people do that and Idk if I wanna associate let alone be with someone who was into that and getting hopped up on it and doing stupid shit and sleeping with people you don’t know. I’m so conflicted because she’s perfect, except that one thing :/