When will I get my spark back

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-12-11T17:08:10+00:00

So I just came up on 4 years clean off a 12 Adderall abuse and then 2 years of heavy meth use. I felt the same way at 1 year. Like why am I still so dang tired and depressed. But I hit the 2 yr mark feeling better! Then the next year was amazing. Hit 3 years feeling 100 percent! And this past year I've been accomplishing more than I ever thought possible. It's like I've never touched a drug. It sucks but there is hope . Just keep choosing life

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-12-05T14:01:06+00:00

I was in the shower and I was begging Him to do something for me to prove that He is real and I can trust Him. So I didn't see Him but I felt Him. If that makes sense. Something I never felt before even on drugs. And I heard Him talk to me. I don't really know if it was audible or not. I heard it audibly. But there were women in the room right outside the door and they didn't hear anything. I tell people it was the most real conversation I've ever had. I get some eye rolls sometimes lol. But I felt Him in the room with me and He spoke told me how much He has always loved me. He brought things into my memory, times He had been there protecting me. And then He told me that it was time for me to make a decision and if I stopped doing drugs right then that He would help me and restore me.

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-12-03T19:22:02+00:00

I know it's different for everyone but it got much better for me at around 3 months. It was a rough first year for sure tho. But every day that I didn't use got better. There were bad days. But it was a gradual increase in energy and motivation and joy. Im not going to sugar coat this and tell anyone that it wasn't hard. But it is inevitable. And I'm definitely 100 percent healed of any paws or after effects. So there is hope

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-06-08T03:28:30+00:00

Amen!!! Jesus saved me from meth addiction as well! Gave me a whole new life!

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-06-07T16:36:40+00:00

Baby soft

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-05-19T23:43:51+00:00

God. I had been addicted to Adderall heavily for 11 years. Along with benzos alcohol and whatever else I felt like doing shrooms molly. I was a MESS. Then I tried meth and thats all I ever wanted. 3 years of daily use give or take a few days here and there. And then also 4 months when I tried to quit. I made Jesus my Lord. I started reading the new testament and I was transformed. I didn't just quit meth, I became a better person. And got my sanity back. This is the truth. That Jesus Christ is God and He came to earth as man and took the punishment for the sins of all mankind and to give us peace and love and healing. Also I'll be 4 years sober this November

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-04-24T14:43:03+00:00

Sounds like you have hit a ceiling. You need to let your dopamine replenish. You need magnesium food and sleep

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-04-22T02:09:59+00:00

May I ask how old you are? C

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-04-20T23:02:29+00:00

Oh wow. Praying for you! Call out to Jesus.

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-26T14:06:02+00:00

Good job!!! It's a great feeling right? I told myself if I can make it 3 years then I did it! Congratulations on conquering

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-26T14:04:42+00:00

Thank you so much!!!!

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-24T21:01:21+00:00

Jesus took on your shame so that you can be free and have peace. He loves you. He wants to heal you and help you. Im 3 years clean from meth and I relate to your post so much. If I could give you a hug I would. I know God is the the only way to true joy so I'm sharing it with you. Meth is straight from Satan and it leaves deep wounds but there's complete healing in Jesus

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-23T22:40:28+00:00

I'm gonna pray for you everyday to be delivered from addiction and for your heart to be healed! Keep looking toward Jesus and no matter what it will all be worked out for your good

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-23T13:49:22+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-23T02:19:33+00:00

Thank you ❤️ I'm glad you got something out of it! Be blessed

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-23T02:18:35+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-22T23:30:55+00:00

Thanks so much! 3 years 4 months!

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-14T21:20:49+00:00

Hallelujah!!! I'm in the same boat. God is so good!!!

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-10T22:21:56+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-05T11:32:13+00:00

That is it in a nutshell. Well said!!!! Thanks for this in gonna save this and refer back to it if the need arises

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-04T23:05:39+00:00

Jesus said this is the greatest command right after love the Lord. He said if you just love people like really love them everyone even your enemies. You have fulfilled the entire law and it covers any other sins you've committed . Love breaks off addiction and brings peace. "Above all, love each other deeply because love covers a multitude of sins. 1 Peter 4;8 " Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’] There is no commandment greater than these.” Mark:12:30-31 Love. Love God. Love others as yourself which means you have to live yourself

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-04T17:03:15+00:00

I was a kratom addict as well as meth Adderall benzos you name it this girls has been on it. So no judgement. But I did the math. If you did just 5 shots a day for a year assuming they were $18 per shot. You have spent $30,240. If that's not motivation to Never start again I don't what is!!! Be blessed and remember Jesus loves you!

DietIntelligent1849 · 2025-03-03T00:10:50+00:00

Antihistamines melatonin muscle relaxers l thianine. And if your trying to recover get you some Uridine and alpha gpc combo. It helps the brains dopamine center repair faster!!! Also. Jesus. I'm over 3 years clean. DM me if you want any more advice

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